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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
I would prefer to press a button that would end all sentient beings on earth. Noone feels left out .
 
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voidstar

voidstar

time heals nothing.
Jan 7, 2024
137
Definitely. I've caused enough problems and been enough of a burden.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
Oh hell yeah.
 
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Woolf

Member
Dec 10, 2023
10
Press it? I'd play hungry hungry hippo with that feker!!! When I am done "pressing" that button, the damn thing will need replacing!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,971
Of course, such a thing is exactly what I wish for. All I want is for this existence to permanently and peacefully disappear into nothingness so it's like I never existed at all, I just want this cruel and meaningless existence to be eternally forgotten about. I have no interest in something so evil and undesirable as having the ability to exist, I simply wish for non-existence but only never existing at all is true perfection to me.
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
206
absolutely
 
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ThymeToLeave

ThymeToLeave

Adventurer
Dec 12, 2023
141
I'd prefer to be forgotten by the entire world, but I'd definitely take this deal.
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
I wouldn't erase the memories of me to my loved ones. Why?

I have been in a state of acute grief for years, since my fiancé died. It never quite goes away and is part of my reason for wanting this life to be over (though by no means the only, I was suicidal to various degrees for decades before I ever met him, being with him simply gave me respite from that as being with him made the balance tip to making life bearable, instead of not).

But despite the pain of grieving him, would I want my memories of him, of us, of everything we shared and everything he brought to my life, erased?

No. Because I was happy and those memories are precious, he enhanced my life, he made me feel things I never thought I'd feel. If I erased those memories, erased him, then much of life as I remember it is simply hollow and painful: same with other close loved ones who have passed.

The pain of grief is testament to the love and the connection. And although it is exceptionally painful, it's proof that there were moments of beauty. There is comfort in those memories even as you hurt for what you don't have anymore.

Just my take. Though I understand the flip side of it.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
400
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
Yes. Where is this button?
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Arcanist
Jan 11, 2024
441
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
In a heartbeat. You found the two considerations. If there was that button I'd have no regrets.
 
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Pikmin

Pikmin

Member
Mar 6, 2024
63
In a heartbeat.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,334
Yes . Only fear of failure is holding me back for now
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
Practically speaking wiping their memories would do no good since there'd be physical evidence of my life everywhere and eventually they'd piece everything together. I suppose the forgetting spell from the end of Spiderman No Way Home would be nice
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
Yes, without any hesitation
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Absolutely.
 
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heysunshine

Member
Feb 27, 2024
56
yes. yes. yes. a thousand times yes. Please give me access to this button!
 
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MeltingBrain

MeltingBrain

Wizard
May 29, 2023
608
Money Nft GIF by OOZ&mates
 
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DD2020

Member
Nov 11, 2020
30
Yes
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Definitely. I don't even have any loved ones lol
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
Absolutely
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
In a heartbeat! Tumblr d5d2a1a55d8c84a56e783e049419ae74 3f614322 500
 
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hana0

hana0

Member
May 27, 2023
29
Yes. I thought of destroying all pictures of me before I ctb so that my family would forget about me faster but idk if that's the right thing to do
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
cat button GIF
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
Yes yes yes
 
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LifelessStranger

Will be gone 'till the fall
Mar 6, 2024
29
Easiest question ever.

Yes. Of course. Certainly. Definitely. Surely. Naturally. Willingly. Undoubtedly.
 
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imcrashingout

imcrashingout

i really want to pass
Mar 10, 2024
14
I think the two most common reasons most suicidal people have not CTB is fear of failing their methods/fear of the pain, and also not wanting to cause loved ones, families and friends to be sad.

IF there was a magic button you can press, which erases memories of you from all your loved ones like family and friends, so they never knew you existed, and you just disappear peacefully with no pain, would you press it?

I would slam the button so hard one thousand times
SLAMMING THE BUTTON TEN BILLION TIMES
 
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