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Ednospatient
Arcanist
- Sep 2, 2021
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It's been recommended by some that a belt is used and a small box/object placed on either side of the neck, over the carotid arteries, (large red vessels on the photo):How do I do partial right? I have attempted 10 fucking times and I'm fucking tired of failing. Fuck my life. I'm losing my patience.
Yeah, it doesn't sound reliable enough, in my opinion. My preferred method would be inert gas plus Exit bag."you pass out in seconds" bullshit
I can't even make myself dizzy
Mine didn't hurt much. I tried for over an hour and didn't come close to losing conciousness, only tingling throughout my whole body. Tried kneeling, sitting and standing with two different supports and three different lengths. Positioned it on every spot of my neck and almost all different angles. Tried from tight enough I could barely get it around my head to loose enough to slip out.Is it supposed to hurt? The last time I tried partial I think I got pretty close but it hurt, a lot.
Same, I tried in basically every position but couldn't make it work, my latest attempt was the closest to succeeding.Mine didn't hurt much. I tried for over an hour and didn't come close to losing conciousness, only tingling throughout my whole body. Tried kneeling, sitting and standing with two different supports and three different lengths. Positioned it on every spot of my neck and almost all different angles. Tried from tight enough I could barely get it around my head to loose enough to slip out.
Didn't hurt more than a slight pinch really. Leaned as far as possible too.
Two days later and the only difference is I'm coughing. Yesterday i'd wheeze when breathing out from my mouth, but not today as much. Only a bit itchy/scratchy now.
I think full appeals to me because once you're suspended, you can't back out, as long as there's nothing near to you to grab on to, which there won't be - I may handcuff my hands behind my back too - I'm so sick of thinking about all this shit - I just want to get it over withMaybe I'm stupid, but since I have a place in the park at night and some 3/4" hemp rope...full suspension only makes sense.
Wish I could do a full drop hanging, but it will probably be a simple suspension due to me usually defaulting to error.
I'm currently under 120 lbs, though I will be wearing a heavy leather jacket.
If anyone can point out what's really off, I welcome it.
Thank you for any consideration.
I feel you. I am the same. I have been considering this for a while now. I just want to leave this world. We never asked to be born, yet we are expected to live happily 80+ years. I am considering using alcohol to numb the pain but I do not know if that would be enough, I just want to stop my suffering.I think full appeals to me because once you're suspended, you can't back out, as long as there's nothing near to you to grab on to, which there won't be - I may handcuff my hands behind my back too - I'm so sick of thinking about all this shit - I just want to get it over with
I plan to use alcohol, Xanax, Oxycodone, liquid morphine, diphenhydramine and mirtazapine, so I am sedated as much as possible.I feel you. I am the same. I have been considering this for a while now. I just want to leave this world. We never asked to be born, yet we are expected to live happily 80+ years. I am considering using alcohol to numb the pain but I do not know if that would be enough, I just want to stop my suffering.
There is a secret.. It's called Air duster/Canned Air. If I decide to hang myself 1. Put my head in the noose. 2. Huff the air duster, breathe out, Huff it again, breathe out I would keep doing this with no breath in-between and eventually black out without even realizing it and falling into the noose.there is no secret, just make the gallows knot and guarantee that it won't be found, if the SN doesn't work I'll adhere to this method for sure
ok this is a trueThere is a secret.. It's called Air duster/Canned Air. If I decide to hang myself 1. Put my head in the noose. 2. Huff the air duster, breathe out, Huff it again, breathe out I would keep doing this with no breath in-between and eventually black out without even realizing it and falling into the noose.
what's the air duster supposed to achieve?There is a secret.. It's called Air duster/Canned Air. If I decide to hang myself 1. Put my head in the noose. 2. Huff the air duster, breathe out, Huff it again, breathe out I would keep doing this with no breath in-between and eventually black out without even realizing it and falling into the noose.
Are you still with us?Hopefully this is how I'll ctb this summer.
Yeah same. Can't tell if people are lying or if I'm just doing it wrong somehowit just makes my head feel like its gonna explode:(
but air duster contain air ... so how should that help with causing oxygen deprivation???Oxygen deprivation.