Goodbye

[Schopenhauer]

Well, this is it. I'm elated, but also a little nervous. Guilty and tears are never far behind, either.

I've checked into a 5-star hotel in a city 50 miles away from home. I'm on a suite in the 16th floor. My suicide backpack is by my side, with all needed supplies.

Tomorrow at 8AM (Brasilia time) I'll be taking the stat dose of antiemetics. At 9AM I'll drink the N, chase it with chocolate and brandy, and hopefully oblivion will come soon after. It's not a complicated method - the major hurdle is obtaining the N. There'll be no liveblogging of the "event"; I want to spend my last hours alone, focused on the task at hand.

I'm proud to have been accepted as part of this community. I have much more in common with this bunch of misfits than with anyone I know in real life.

I won't be naming specific members whose posts/company I've enjoyed the most, because there are so many of you, and I'm bound to forget a few. But your kind words have helped me carry on through this month and a half, while everything else just fell apart.

I'll drop by later tonight, I think. Anyway, goodbye and thanks for everything. I hope this community persists for a long time, helping those in need. And who knows, maybe the laws will become saner in the future, and allow us the right to freely choose our destinies.

 

[ctoan]

i wish you all the best

are you excited?

 

[voool]

Hope you find peace.

 

[Xerxes]

I've enjoyed your posts here and I wish you eternal oblivion. Remember to put the Do Not Disturb sign outside your door, and if possible, leave the TV on. Housekeeping shouldn't check for days until you are supposed to check out.

 

[1234dave]

Best wishes

 

[Anyara]

Safe travels my friend! I hope everything goes well and you find everything you long for!!

 

[HappilySoaring]

Peace be with you, friend!
Safe travels. :)

 

[Xerxes]

Also kudos on booking a 5 star hotel too. Only 5 star hotel I can think of is at Disney World. So ironic.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Well brother I wish you a truly peaceful journey into oblivion. I understand the need for alone time as the event draws near, there's a lot to mentally sort through here.

You were a class act on SS from start to finish, and you will leave one hell of a fancy corpse. A 5 star hotel, ensconced in one of those foofy bathrobes indeed. Only Schopenhauer lol.

Safe travels and much love.

 

[Sharethepain]

I enjoyed your posts here as well. Hope you'll find a better place than this one on the other side. Stay strong until the end. Godspeed.

 

[Daystavro]

I enjoyed reading your posts on here man and chatting with you.
You are a kind person and we had a lot in common.
I wish you all the best and that you will find eternal peace.
I will be joining you in a few months.

 

[Throwaway563078]

You're such a valued member. Sad to see you go but glad you'll be free. All the best. I hope your last moments are filled with peace

 

[Armadillo]

Safe travels.
I'm happy you'll finally be at peace, but we'll all miss you on this forum.

Bye.

 

[Dead Meat]

I really want to wish you a pleasant and peaceful exit. You will be missed here.

 

[IwasElla]

I'm very sorry that you're leaving us.
Although we didn't talk much, for me you will always remain the first user from whom I received a PM.
It was always nice and informative to read your posts. As soon as I saw a message from Schopenhauer in a thread, I thought "Oh! Now I'll get some wisdom" )
I hope your trip will be short and safe.
I wish you meet your famous namesake on the other side. You'll have a lot to talk about.
Hope to join you soon.
Love and peace!

 

[sadsoul]

Goodbye. Like everyone else, I really enjoyed your presence on here. I'm sad to see you leave, but I hope you have a safe and comfortable journey to eternal peace. It's what you deserve after so much pain. Only peace and love to you <3

 

[cap]

Bon voyage friend.

 

[TheNorthernSilence]

It seems like you contributed a lot to this community and people here clearly value you (as well as I even I'm fairly new here and I didn't get to know you that much). Best wishes and I hope you find peace.

 

[Threads]

Thank you for everything you've done for the community.

 

[LostBoy]

Good luck and if you meet my boy tell him to give me a sign that he's ok please.

Have a peaceful trip.

 

[LifeSick]

May you rest in peace. I know you will.

 

[bunny]

i'll miss you <3

 

[BurningLights]

Good luck my friend, sleep easy and peacefully. I hope your soul finds the answers your body could not.
Much love.

 

[NoOneKnows]

likewise , appreciate your presence and contribution here. Wishing you peaceful transit Schopenhaur <3

 

[Lara Francis]

Well, this is it. I'm elated, but also a little nervous. Guilty and tears are never far behind, either.

I've checked into a 5-star hotel in a city 50 miles away from home. I'm on a suite in the 16th floor. My suicide backpack is by my side, with all needed supplies.

Tomorrow at 8AM (Brasilia time) I'll be taking the stat dose of antiemetics. At 9AM I'll drink the N, chase it with chocolate and brandy, and hopefully oblivion will come soon after. It's not a complicated method - the major hurdle is obtaining the N. There'll be no liveblogging of the "event"; I want to spend my last hours alone, focused on the task at hand.

I'm proud to have been accepted as part of this community. I have much more in common with this bunch of misfits than with anyone I know in real life.

I won't be naming specific members whose posts/company I've enjoyed the most, because there are so many of you, and I'm bound to forget a few. But your kind words have helped me carry on through this month and a half, while everything else just fell apart.

I'll drop by later tonight, I think. Anyway, goodbye and thanks for everything. I hope this community persists for a long time, helping those in need. And who knows, maybe the laws will become saner in the future, and allow us the right to freely choose our destinies.

Hi.

Wishing you smooth travels.
It doesn't seem possible until you have your drug or method planned,then it takes on a whole new level and at last we can end our suffering.
I picked up my sn yesterday and have the metoclopramine too so when I am ready ,it' night night.
Wishing you the best my friend x

 

[TiredHorse]

I will miss reading your posts, Schopenhauer, and regret your absence, but... Fair winds and clear skies. May you find peace at the end of your voyage.

 

[TAW122]

I'll miss your posts and insights on SS here, but may you find peace and comfort soon. See you on the other side (when my time comes).

 

[RainAndSadness]

Goodbye.

 

[About_to_Go]

Peace and good luck!

 

[Help_Me]

Good luck, mate !! I can't conceal that.. You will be missed so much here. I hope everything will go smoothly and may you reach all the peace you deserved...