I'm a little overwhelmed here. So many of your posts put a smile on my face... I'm glad to have contributed something to the community. I've learned a lot from people here, and broadened my perspective.
This is my last time on the site. Now I'll clear my internet history, disable Touch ID on all devices, put them on airplane mode. 10 hours from now I'll ctb. I need to spend this time in solitude. Thanks for all the wishes, they are much appreciated.
As my last message here, I'll leave a small note to my ex, if she ever finds out about this place. This is unlikely, but stranger things have happened (and she'll know the username to look for). Even if she never reads it, I leave it as a tribute, which one day will be swallowed by the cybervoid.
Sther, meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me (arguably the only really good thing). I love you more than anything in the world, and I'll love you to the very end. Being with you made me a better man, and you always managed to make me feel like a better person. I hope you find your happiness, and achieve everything that was denied to me in life. You are worthy of so much more.