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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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May you ha sido e a peaceful exit. Will pray for you.
 
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Teikoku

Experienced
Mar 18, 2023
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Hoping you have a peaceful exit and smooth journey.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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Challu

Challu

Life boat
Aug 29, 2022
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Unsure of what happened. No update since 1AM. Hope you're okay @skylarwhiteyo104781
 
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WonderfulWeatherDIE

Got all my sources lined up.
Apr 2, 2023
84
See you on the other side mate.
Ill come visit you someday i promise. soon.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,140
Goodbye, I hope you find the rest and peace you've been missing.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,145
Farewell, I hope that you found the freedom that you were searching for, rest in peace.
 
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aimless_arrow

aimless_arrow

Lost from the very start
Mar 14, 2023
25
I hope you had a peaceful ride. I wish I was as brave as you to let go of everything like that.
 
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fallenangel444

fallenangel444

ill be home soon
Apr 2, 2023
38
best of luck may you find your peace :heart:
 
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Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
farewell,Rest in peace x
 
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bellabella666

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Apr 7, 2023
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"I'm so sorry this world could not keep you safe. May your journey home be a soft and peaceful one"
 
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Valky

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Apr 4, 2023
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I am late but I hope you had a safe journey. Rest in peace. I am so sorry the world didn't have more to offer for you :( 💕
 
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absolomonisgone

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Jan 23, 2023
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Goodbye friend.
 
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OneDayMaybe

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Apr 9, 2023
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Hope your journey was peaceful
 
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skylarwhiteyo104781

skylarwhiteyo104781

opium opium
Feb 16, 2023
59
Update 4: 1:46 AM, going to drink th SN soon.
Hi guys, the post isn't letting me edit the text itself so I'm doing a reply.

It took me a while, maybe 10 minutes to get myself to drink the SN. It was pretty much exactly like swallowing heavily salted water. Super unpleasant and I had to follow it up with more water. I wasn't able to get the entire mixture down even if I plugged my nose.

I drank about a little over half of it and sadly even with the Zofran ended up throwing it up. I had another mixture ready but I physically couldn't bring myself to drink it and physically repulsed as I tried to bring the cup to my lips. I don't remember what happened after but I woke up just now (1:57 PM EST) and feel pretty groggy but that's it. No other side effects not even a headache.

I'm pretty disappointed I wasn't able to bring myself to drink the SN the second time because I have a lot of things in my life happening in the next few weeks that I'm not looking forward to. I'm not sure if I should try to attempt to CTB tonight with the second SN mixture I created last night that's been sitting out on my bedside table. I don't have any more Zofran tho but I have some over the counter nausea medication- although I understand why those aren't supposed to work.

I once again appreciate you guys for all your kind words and prayers and am equally sorry this didn't work in my favor. It seems the biggest obstacle in this method is the vomiting, but once you can fight through its easy sailing.
Unsure of what happened. No update since 1AM. Hope you're okay @skylarwhiteyo104781
Hi, just made a reply you have to scroll down to find, isn't letting me update the post for some reason.
 
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userguy993

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Jan 23, 2023
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Hi guys, the post isn't letting me edit the text itself so I'm doing a reply.

It took me a while, maybe 10 minutes to get myself to drink the SN. It was pretty much exactly like swallowing heavily salted water. Super unpleasant and I had to follow it up with more water. I wasn't able to get the entire mixture down even if I plugged my nose.

I drank about a little over half of it and sadly even with the Zofran ended up throwing it up. I had another mixture ready but I physically couldn't bring myself to drink it and physically repulsed as I tried to bring the cup to my lips. I don't remember what happened after but I woke up just now (1:57 PM EST) and feel pretty groggy but that's it. No other side effects not even a headache.

I'm pretty disappointed I wasn't able to bring myself to drink the SN the second time because I have a lot of things in my life happening in the next few weeks that I'm not looking forward to. I'm not sure if I should try to attempt to CTB tonight with the second SN mixture I created last night that's been sitting out on my bedside table. I don't have any more Zofran tho but I have some over the counter nausea medication- although I understand why those aren't supposed to work.

I once again appreciate you guys for all your kind words and prayers and am equally sorry this didn't work in my favor. It seems the biggest obstacle in this method is the vomiting, but once you can fight through its easy sailing.

Hi, just made a reply you have to scroll down to find, isn't letting me update the post for some reason.
I thought you could kind of drink it like a shot. Isn't it a small amount of water?
 
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skylarwhiteyo104781

skylarwhiteyo104781

opium opium
Feb 16, 2023
59
I thought you could kind of drink it like a shot. Isn't it a small amount of water?
It is a smaller amount of water but it's really hard to actually get down. And a lot of the SN ends up setting at the bottom so has to be frequently mixed. I would say it's around 3 swallows , but I did add a little more water (60 ml?) because the ratio to salt was a little too much for me just by looking at it.
 
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Blackroom_57

Student
Dec 25, 2021
157
Hi guys, the post isn't letting me edit the text itself so I'm doing a reply.

It took me a while, maybe 10 minutes to get myself to drink the SN. It was pretty much exactly like swallowing heavily salted water. Super unpleasant and I had to follow it up with more water. I wasn't able to get the entire mixture down even if I plugged my nose.

I drank about a little over half of it and sadly even with the Zofran ended up throwing it up. I had another mixture ready but I physically couldn't bring myself to drink it and physically repulsed as I tried to bring the cup to my lips. I don't remember what happened after but I woke up just now (1:57 PM EST) and feel pretty groggy but that's it. No other side effects not even a headache.

I'm pretty disappointed I wasn't able to bring myself to drink the SN the second time because I have a lot of things in my life happening in the next few weeks that I'm not looking forward to. I'm not sure if I should try to attempt to CTB tonight with the second SN mixture I created last night that's been sitting out on my bedside table. I don't have any more Zofran tho but I have some over the counter nausea medication- although I understand why those aren't supposed to work.

I once again appreciate you guys for all your kind words and prayers and am equally sorry this didn't work in my favor. It seems the biggest obstacle in this method is the vomiting, but once you can fight through its easy sailing.

Hi, just made a reply you have to scroll down to find, isn't letting me update the post for some reason.
This is with 25 grams of SN?
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,633
Vry sry hpn vry sry sfr,hope safe do hope peace
 
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skylarwhiteyo104781

opium opium
Feb 16, 2023
59
This is with 25 grams of SN?
I followed the chart I attached. I'm a little less than 176 so I did around 20 grams. I saw some people saying to take 25 but it's honestly a LOT of salt so I decide to follow this
 

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Blackroom_57

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Dec 25, 2021
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I followed the chart I attached. I'm a little less than 176 so I did around 20 grams. I saw some people saying to take 25 but it's honestly a LOT of salt so I decide to follow this
Damn. Where'd you get your SN?
 
Challu

Challu

Life boat
Aug 29, 2022
260
@skylarwhiteyo104781 sorry for that unpleasant experience, its said it can be quite jarring. Hope you recover well.
 
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general bacon

general bacon

Member
Mar 3, 2023
27
I'm so sorry it didn't work out the way you had hoped. I'm glad you are okay in the way that you aren't hospitalized or anything like that. Please don't be hard on yourself okay? It's not an easy thing to do by any means, and no matter what if you are here or not you are brave. ❤️
 
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stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
946
I am so sorry you went through this. Maybe you should rest and think more about it. Either way, I wish you the best. ♥️
 
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usernametaken

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Apr 10, 2023
23
Damn so if you had drank more you think you would have CTB?
 
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