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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
You will be missed. I hope you find peace, my friend.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I'm so happy for you and that you'll finally find peace, but there's also sadness that it had to come to this. Godspeed and may you find peace.
 
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Rose

Rose

ad finitum
Nov 11, 2018
96
I've very much enjoyed your presence in my short time here.
I wish you a peaceful time slipping away
Good luck, and sleep well!
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Good luck and goodbye. Safe travels. See you on the other side one day.

I'll miss ya for sure.
 
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Weeping Garbage Can

Weeping Garbage Can

ਕਿਰਪਾ ਕਰਕੇ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਓ ❤️
Oct 31, 2018
320
The best of wishes! I hope you find peace, whereever you are. <3
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I am really gonna miss you buddy! I wish you the best of luck and a peaceful exit. My heart goes out to you.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I'll miss seeing you on here. I'm happy that you have a nice plan for yourself. Peace. ❤️
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Thank you for being here, you will be missed by so many.. Safe travel, and hope you finally find peace..<3
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
835
Well, this is it. I'm elated, but also a little nervous. Guilty and tears are never far behind, either.

I've checked into a 5-star hotel in a city 50 miles away from home. I'm on a suite in the 16th floor. My suicide backpack is by my side, with all needed supplies.

Tomorrow at 8AM (Brasilia time) I'll be taking the stat dose of antiemetics. At 9AM I'll drink the N, chase it with chocolate and brandy, and hopefully oblivion will come soon after. It's not a complicated method - the major hurdle is obtaining the N. There'll be no liveblogging of the "event"; I want to spend my last hours alone, focused on the task at hand.

I'm proud to have been accepted as part of this community. I have much more in common with this bunch of misfits than with anyone I know in real life.

I won't be naming specific members whose posts/company I've enjoyed the most, because there are so many of you, and I'm bound to forget a few. But your kind words have helped me carry on through this month and a half, while everything else just fell apart.

I'll drop by later tonight, I think. Anyway, goodbye and thanks for everything. I hope this community persists for a long time, helping those in need. And who knows, maybe the laws will become saner in the future, and allow us the right to freely choose our destinies.

It was nice to know you, I enjoyed your post. Best of luck
 
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jade

jade

crybaby
Nov 14, 2018
61
i wish you the best of luck and may you find peace.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
Farewell friend. It was always nice seeing you around here. I'll miss you, but I really hope you find peace. You deserve it
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Good luck, I really enjoyed your posts here, safe travels.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
You were trying to catch me out weren't you bud? I know your game, I was expecting your goodbye thread tomorrow not today, well I found it so ner :tongue:

I'm so happy for you I honestly am. A suite at a 5 star hotel, you're doing it exactly how I want to, I hope it is everything you imagine and more. Enjoy your last night, try to get some sleep even though you're excited. I'll be thinking of you when I get up and will be hoping it has all gone smoothly.

I'll miss talking to you, thank you for all your kind words and support since I have been here.

Rest in peace.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Hugs I wish you safe travels
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
I hope you'll find your peace.
Good luck and stay strong!
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Safe travels into your peace, my man. You are thoughtful and I've enjoyed all of your posts.
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
I will miss your thoughtful insights on here, I wish you the best <3
 
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LivedTooLong

LivedTooLong

Avoidant
Apr 26, 2018
156
Though we haven't spoken directly, many of your posts resonated with me, and it's clear you have been a source of wisdom and support for many others on here. I hope you find peace at long last, and wish you the best in your departure.
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
All the best brother. Your posts are always excellent, high quality and insightful. You will be missed greatly.
 
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ouvreyes

ouvreyes

シシ
Oct 7, 2018
131
Thank you immensely for everything that you've contributed to this site and its members. You deserve this peace. Go easy♡
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I'm a little overwhelmed here. So many of your posts put a smile on my face... I'm glad to have contributed something to the community. I've learned a lot from people here, and broadened my perspective.

This is my last time on the site. Now I'll clear my internet history, disable Touch ID on all devices, put them on airplane mode. 10 hours from now I'll ctb. I need to spend this time in solitude. Thanks for all the wishes, they are much appreciated.

As my last message here, I'll leave a small note to my ex, if she ever finds out about this place. This is unlikely, but stranger things have happened (and she'll know the username to look for). Even if she never reads it, I leave it as a tribute, which one day will be swallowed by the cybervoid.

Sther, meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me (arguably the only really good thing). I love you more than anything in the world, and I'll love you to the very end. Being with you made me a better man, and you always managed to make me feel like a better person. I hope you find your happiness, and achieve everything that was denied to me in life. You are worthy of so much more.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I'm a little overwhelmed here. So many of your posts put a smile on my face... I'm glad to have contributed something to the community. I've learned a lot from people here, and broadened my perspective.

This is my last time on the site. Now I'll clear my internet history, disable Touch ID on all devices, put them on airplane mode. 10 hours from now I'll ctb. I need to spend this time in solitude. Thanks for all the wishes, they are much appreciated.

As my last message here, I'll leave a small note to my ex, if she ever finds out about this place. This is unlikely, but stranger things have happened (and she'll know the username to look for). Even if she never reads it, I leave it as a tribute, which one day will be swallowed by the cybervoid.

Sther, meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me (arguably the only really good thing). I love you more than anything in the world, and I'll love you to the very end. Being with you made me a better man, and you always managed to make me feel like a better person. I hope you find your happiness, and achieve everything that was denied to me in life. You are worthy of so much more.

Goodbye bro, I hope the other side will treat you more kindly and
wash all your worries away.
 
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nztphill

Member
Nov 12, 2018
98
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

-
Oct 12, 2018
637
Rest easy.
 
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rabid_squirrel

rabid_squirrel

Member
Nov 10, 2018
52
My time here is short,but I enjoy reading your posts very much,I'm really happy for you and I also envy you,hopefully I could also get my hand on the N.
Safe passage brother,May you find peace in the end.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
We'll miss ya <3

hugs
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I guess I am to late, but good luck and good bye.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
I wish u nothing but peace for what ever path u choose. We will miss u! ❤️
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Truly sad I missed your return—it won't be the same without you. Thank you for making the last of my travails lighter. Wishing you well in the unknown—a calm and comfortable transition too.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
I hope the afterlife is awesome bonvoyage
 
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