Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this torturous existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this torturous existence, I just want peace from the terrible, dreadful burden of existing that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief, existing to me could just never be worth it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I'll always see as only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what I'll always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is always the problem to me and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is peace, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

Existence to me is always an abomination, there is just so much suffering in existing and I'll always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence really is the problem and I just always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.
It truly does feel like the most terrible cruel mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief from the abomination of existence, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much pain and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable and cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll always see existing as only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, more than anything I just wish I never had to exist, this existence really is the most terrible, torturous abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see existing as only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is peace, I just want to be gone.

I'd never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence that is only suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so torturous.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I'd never wish for this torturous, dreadful existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I find it so torturous to be conscious every second in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, to me existence will always be the most dreadful, terrible abomination and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[metfan647]

I don't in any sense mean to diminish your suffering or your posting style, but how is there such little variation in your posts? I see about 20 key words just jumbled up and rearranged across a plethora of (forgive me) impersonal posts.