Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

All I see as desirable is never suffering again.
It truly is all I see as desirable, I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible, cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and as long as I exist I truly will just only hope and wish to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this existence truly is all I could hope and wish for and I just wish for peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, futile and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I find it so dreadful to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always find it so harmful to exist, all that existence does is bring suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is only suffering.
It truly is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this evil horrific world of endless suffering and cruelty, I suffer simply from existing and I'll just always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this deeply undesirable, futile existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the true peace and relief from suffering I search for, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep can bring me the peace and relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me peace from the terrible mistake of existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as just being unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it, I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence itself as the true problem as it's the cause of all pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence to solve everything for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die to me.
It truly is just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die as after all, all will eventually be gone and forgotten in non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel futile existence as only suffering, I just want some peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence and the suffering of existing really is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake finally all gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is the most dreadful abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in existing and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, painful existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and is the only peace for me, I just wish to be free from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as desirable.
No matter what only the true peace of non-existence could ever be desirable for me and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I could ever hope and wish for is to be gone.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake is all gone and forgotten and I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to be permanently unconscious of the terrible mistake of existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be just suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, non-existence truly is all I see as positive.

I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll just always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much as to how much one can be tortured, existence truly could never be worth it to me, it just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, for me non-existence truly us the only peace and relief, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence really is the only peace for me and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence and I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is non-existence to bring me the relief I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I truly will always find it so terrible and dreadful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I just find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence of torturous suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just only be at peace when I'm finally free from this dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to suffer.
I truly would just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just find it the most terrible, cruel tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I wish and hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone from it all, existence is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve, I just wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence that just tortures existing beings and causes them to suffer all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem that just causes endless amounts of pain, suffering and cruelty, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never wake again.

Only non-existence can solve and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful and cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me.
It truly will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me and I wish for peace from all the pain and suffering, in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much pain, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, to never suffer again is just all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could see as desirable, I just hope and wish to erase this existence, only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

To me existence truly is an abomination and I wish for peace from it, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to be conscious burdened with this existence will always be so dreadful to me and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for true permanent peace from the dreadful abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, harmful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so evil and harmful.
It truly is so evil and harmful, all that existence does is just cause endless amounts of torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this evil, dreadful existence that I just causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I could see as positive is to never suffer again.
It truly is all that I can see as positive and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this painful, cruel and torturous existence that just causes endless amounts of pain and endless amounts of suffering and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, non-existence really is all I see as positive in this existence so evil where there is all this suffering and torture and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to not exist, I just want some peace from the pain of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is evil as it's the source of all suffering.
It truly is so evil as after all it's the source of all pain, cruelty and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence is just an abomination to me, existence is just so evil, it causes endless amounts of cruelty, torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible dreadful abomination to me.
It truly is always the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the evil of existence.

No matter what non-existence is just all I could see as positive and is the only relief for me, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all that existence does is just cause pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is always the problem to me and I'd never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this evil, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause endless pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence of unnecessary suffering, all I want is to be gone.

Existence to me really is the most terrible, dreadful abomination and it's one that just tortures existing beings, I truly will always prefer to not exist and I suffer simply from existing, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile existence that just causes endless pain and suffering, all I wish and hope for is peace from this torturous, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, existence truly is so terrible and evil to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering, I'll always see existence as the problem no matter what and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish I could erase this terrible, torturous existence, existence will always be so evil to me and I suffer so much as a result of being enslaved in this deeply undesirable, painful existence I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always just see existing as waiting for death and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, all I wish and hope for is to be gone, I'd never wish for any of this, existing truly is just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing truly is endless, I just wish I never existed more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that is just waiting to die, the fact that the mistake of existence was even imposed truly is the most terrible tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination.
It truly is always an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this dreadful, futile and cruel existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to be gone.

I just wish and hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll always see existing as only suffering, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence that just brings endless amounts of pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, existence is evil to me as it's the cause and source of all suffering just torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and the suffering of existing truly is endless.

It's all so cruel, terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this evil existence truly is an abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I see as beautiful is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from being enslaved in this existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much from being enslaved in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence, I just always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

It's all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering and I wish this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed more than anything, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being conscious.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of being conscious and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence, all I hope for is peace, I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only relief from suffering.

All I see as desirable is never existing again, every second of being conscious is torturous which is why I find it so terrible how this existence was imposed, I'd never wish for the suffering of existing, I just want peace instead and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this dreadful, painful existence I just always saw an abomination.