Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, all I want is to be free from this dreadful, cruel existence of endless suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want to be free from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway, I'll always see existence as the problem and I suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence,

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly is all that could solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen, for me ceasing to exist would be a positive solution to bring me permanent relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful and cruel mistake and it's one that just causes torture and suffering, I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence and nothing would make me wish for the terrible dreadful abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I just hope to never exist again, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous existence that I never would had chosen, only non-existence can solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so cruel and terrible to me.
It truly is so cruel and terrible and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a dreadful mistake, all I wish and hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just caused me to suffer, I'll always see it as the most dreadful, terrible abomination to exist, all I hope for is peace from all the suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just saw as a terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, all that this existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, I just want to never exist again, I wish I could erase this dreadful, deeply undesirable and painful existence so it's like I never suffered and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence no matter what rather all I want is some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always prefer to not exist, to be conscious in this torturous existence that I just never would had chosen truly is the most terrible abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, to exist really does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, painful existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever hoping for peace from all the pain and suffering.
No matter what true peace from all the pain and suffering this dreadful existence causes really is all I could hope for, all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible abomination to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence just always feels like the most cruel mistake to me and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, all I want is to be permanently at peace from the abomination of existence.

I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, in this existence so painful and deeply undesirable only non-existence can bring me peace, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake, there's just so much evil in existing.

 

[menthol]

Everything that happens is meant to happen, including you...

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so evil to me and just causes endless suffering.
It truly is just so evil to me and causes endless suffering, all I want is true permanent peace from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace from this dreadful, evil existence that just tortures existing beings and there's just so much suffering in existing.

All that existence ever does is just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's all so terrible to me, I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, dreadful and harmful mistake that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, there really is just so much evil in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this cruelty, pain and suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as the problem, I'll just always find it so painful, futile and cruel to exist, for me non-existence is all I see as desirable, to exist truly does mean to suffer and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so dreadful and harmful.
It truly is so dreadful and harmful, all that this existence does is just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence that I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer, existence to me will just always feel like such a terrible, cruel mistake that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from this dreadful, harmful existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, evil existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and as long as I exist I truly will just hope and wish to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence.

All I hope for is peace from all the pain, cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never had to suffer, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel existence, I just want to never suffer again, every second in this existence is torture to be conscious, the pain and suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for some peace.
No matter what some peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing is just all I could hope for, all I want is to never suffer again and the pain, suffering, torture of existing is endless, I'll just see it as a terrible, harmful abomination to suffer in this existence. I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish to be free from this dreadful existence that only ever brought and caused so much terrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so torturous to me.
It truly is always so torturous to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I could hope for is to be gone.

I just want some peace from this torturous existence that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and every second in this existence is torture to be conscious, I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this painful, dreadful existence that only ever causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from being denied the option of true permanent peace.
I truly do always suffer so much from being denied the option to find permanent peace from this dreadful, deeply undesirable and torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and every second is torture to be conscious, I just always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific world, to exist means to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm, cruelty and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.