Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering and pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, terrible and painful existence, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

In this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I could ever see as positive, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous and dreadful existence ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me existence is just always the problem and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a terrible mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for the torturous abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace, I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer as a result of this evil existence, all that existence ever does is just cause pain, harm and suffering, it's all so horrific and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from being enslaved in this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence that just causes endless amounts of pain, harm and suffering, I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to permanently cease existing and finally be at peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is peace from this existence and I just always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from this evil existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to be burdened with this existence.
No matter what I truly will always find it so torturous to be burdened with this existence and I wish that more than anything this cruel, painful and deeply undesirable existence was never imposed, to suffer in this existence truly is always so dreadful to me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is peace.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Every second is so torturous to suffer in this existence.
It truly is always so torturous and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of this dreadful, futile existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake and it's one that just tortures existing beings, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from the terrible, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, existence to me is always an abomination, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one that just tortures existing beings until all is forgotten in non-existence anyway, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer for every second in this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence rather all I hope for is some peace and for me non-existence just the only relief from this deeply undesirable, cruel existence I just never would had chosen and I just wish I never had to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just always so dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I want is peace, I just wish for the true peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I wish I never existed more than anything, all that existence does is just cause endless torture and endless suffering, to suffer in this existence truly is always the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence.
No matter what I truly will always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering, for me ceasing to exist truly is always preferable to this torturous, dreadful existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is just always a terrible abomination to me and I'd never wish for any of this pain.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, to suffer in this existence will always be so dreadful to me and I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always so harmful.
It truly is always so harmful, all that this existence ever does is just cause endless amounts of suffering and torture and it's all so terrible to me, I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence rather all I want is some peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this terrible, torturous and harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence truly is all I could see as positive, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible abomination to me.
It truly is the most terrible abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm, suffering and cruelty torturing existing beings until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake, to me existence truly is always the problem and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result and I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I'll always find it so terrible how this existence causes all this unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly does always feel like the most terrible mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence truly is an abomination to me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, existence is just always the problem to me and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, existence just causes so much suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result, it's all so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this futile, cruel existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this futile, cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to permanently cease existing and never suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence ever again.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I'd never wish for the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence rather all I hope for is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.
It truly does feel like the most terrible cruel mistake to me and it's one that just causes so much pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is peace from all the suffering.

In this existence I just always saw as a mistake non-existence truly is all I see as positive and desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful, torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that this existence does is just cause harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I'll just always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be the problem to me.
It truly is just always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just wish for peace from all the suffering.

I suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever causer me to suffer and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die and I always suffer so much from waiting for death in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I truly would never wish for the torturous, cruel and dreadful burden of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from this existence that to me will always be waiting for death, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering, I'd never wish to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, pain suffering and cruelty of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so terrible and dreadful that I never would had chosen, to exist truly is such a terrible mistake to me, all I want is the peace of non-existence and I always suffer from being so cruelly denied the option to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does which is always so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, torturous existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

No matter what I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, the suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is all so dreadful to me, I'll always see existence as an abomination, all that existence ever does is cause harm, existence just tortures existing beings, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at true permanent peace is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is the most terrible, dreadful abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem which is why peace is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer in this futile, cruel existence ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just always preferable for me.
It truly is always preferable for me and is all that can bring me any peace from the torture and suffering of this dreadful, evil existence, to exist really is always an abomination and as long as I exist I'll always and only hope to be gone, I'll just always find it so terrible to exist, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture of existing, all I want is to erase this existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence so cruel that only caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never exist again.
I truly am always and only hoping to never exist again and I just wish for peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the suffering and cruelty of existing, all I want is to erase this existence that only ever caused me to suffer, to exist means to suffer and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, existing will always be so deeply undesirable in every way and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result, all I want is to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful and terrible to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, deeply undesirable and cruel existence, to exist really does mean to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible, existence will just always be such a terrible, tragic mistake to me, all I want is peace from this abomination, I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence that just causes endless cruelty, pain and suffefing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this dreadful existence.
To erase this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence truly is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake, all I want is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want it to be like I never suffered in this painful and deeply undesirable existence at all, to exist really is always an abomination to me and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is the most dreadful mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing.
I truly do always suffer so much from being denied painless, guaranteed death, it truly is the most horrific, dreadful world where peaceful death is denied for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel.

I just suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence, to me anti-suicide will always be horrific extreme cruelty, all that anti-suicide does is just cause harm and suffering, the fact that I cannot just access peaceful, guaranteed death truly is such a terrible, cruel crime to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause and bring endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering and I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence so evil I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, painful and cruel existence that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from the evil of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy that only ever causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence is positive for me in this existence so torturous and evil that only ever causes and brings so much pain and the pain of this terrible, torturous existence is endless, all I want is peace from it all, all I want is to be free from the terrible, dreadful evil of existence, only non-existence could ever be positive to me no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

No limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence.
And that is certainly a reason as to why existence is so evil to me, all it causes is endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and no matter what I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake, it's one that just tortures existing beings and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, existence truly does just cause harm and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, it's just all so terrible, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me no matter what, I find it so terrifying how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so dreadful to me.
It truly is just so dreadful to me causing all this pain, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is some peace from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence.

I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful existence of torturous suffering, I just want to not exist, for me non-existence truly is the only relief from this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me just causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, I suffer so much as a result of being enslaved in this torturous, evil existence that just harms existing beings torturing them so unnecessarily until non-existence takes away all anyway, to exist will always be an abomination to me that only ever causes suffering, there's just so much evil in existing, the suffering and torture existence causes is endless.