Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering and pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, terrible and painful existence, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

In this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I could ever see as positive, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous and dreadful existence ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me existence is just always the problem and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a terrible mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for the torturous abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace, I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering.