FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Never meant to suffer in this existence.
I truly was never meant for something as cruel and torturous as existence, I was never meant for the terrible suffering this existence causes and I never should have existed at all, I was never meant to exist and I never should have suffered in this existence. To me existence will always feel like a horrific tragedy and cruel mistake that brings so much suffering all for the sake of it, I'd never wish for existence rather I'll always find it deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence at all, for me existence itself truly is the problem and it's a problem I was never meant for that only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from.
I'd always prefer to die as after all only in non-existence will I be safe from all suffering, I see it as something so painful and dreadful to be conscious in this futile existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts. I find it so horrific how existence causes all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I truly was never meant for any of this and I'd never wish to exist either, I find human existence to be such an unnecessary cruel burden there was never a need for at all that just creates harm. I'd never wish to experience anything at all but rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for an eternal, dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering, I was never meant for any of this and I'd always prefer to avoid existence no matter what, I want to avoid unnecessary suffering by ceasing to exist, only death can solve everything for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and it's suffering only death can take away for me.
I truly was never meant for something as cruel and torturous as existence, I was never meant for the terrible suffering this existence causes and I never should have existed at all, I was never meant to exist and I never should have suffered in this existence. To me existence will always feel like a horrific tragedy and cruel mistake that brings so much suffering all for the sake of it, I'd never wish for existence rather I'll always find it deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence at all, for me existence itself truly is the problem and it's a problem I was never meant for that only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from.
I'd always prefer to die as after all only in non-existence will I be safe from all suffering, I see it as something so painful and dreadful to be conscious in this futile existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts. I find it so horrific how existence causes all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I truly was never meant for any of this and I'd never wish to exist either, I find human existence to be such an unnecessary cruel burden there was never a need for at all that just creates harm. I'd never wish to experience anything at all but rather I just wish for nothingness, I wish for an eternal, dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering, I was never meant for any of this and I'd always prefer to avoid existence no matter what, I want to avoid unnecessary suffering by ceasing to exist, only death can solve everything for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and it's suffering only death can take away for me.