Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, cruel and futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I wish and hope for is to be free from all the suffering, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and to be at peace from this existence of unnecessary suffering is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is just all I could hope for.

All I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to never suffer again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish for no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what.