Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Wish to erase this cruel existence.
I truly do hope and wish to erase this cruel, futile existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this dreadful existence at all but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, it's so terrible to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

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Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It really is just an unnecessary harm and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel and harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and is just all I see as positive.

All I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for non-existence where this deeply undesirable existence is all forgotten and no longer my problem, I'll just always see it as so harmful to be burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence destined to decay and die anyway capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed at all.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish for non-existence and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can be at peace, for me non-existence really is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
I really will always find it so painful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this painful, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to be gone and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I'd just never wish for this painful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily, for me existence truly is an abomination, I'd never wish for this harmful, dreadful and painful existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It really is always an abomination to me and I wish I was never forced to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for this abomination.

I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again with the abomination of existence all gone and forgotten, I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only peace and relief for me in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I truly will only be at peace in non-existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and undesirable that I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, futile existence no matter what, all I could hope for is to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence where this dreadful, cruel and futile existence is finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, I truly would never wish for any of this suffering and I'll always see this torturous, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering no matter what and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence does is just cause pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this pain and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence so cruel and futile and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from this cruel, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful, cruel and undesirable existence all forgotten, for me non-existence really is the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel and futile existence all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the abomination of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so cruel and dreadful.
It really is so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot have a death like never waking ever again, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish to be permanently free from this cruel, dreadful existence of futile unnecessary suffering that I never would had wished for and never would had chosen that only ever caused me pain, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
I really will always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and undesirable that I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel that I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen, I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me only never suffering at all is perfection.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always just waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I'd never wish for this dreadful, torturous existence that to me will always just be suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just hope and wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me peace from this torturous existence that to me will always be waiting for death, all I want is to not exist, for me only non-existence can be desirable, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

Only non-existence can bring me peace from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what, only non-existence is desirable for me in this existence where there's all this endless suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I wish to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I'd never wish for the abomination of existence.

I'd never wish for this torturous, harmful and dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist and the only relief for me could lie in never suffering again where all is finally forgotten, existence really does feel like the most terrible, dreadful and harmful mistake to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of endless suffering that I always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never exist again with this dreadful existence finally all forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable in this existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all that's desirable for me.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and is just the only relief, all I hope for is to never suffer again with this dreadful, torturous existence all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence so cruel, painful and undesirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, after all there are no disadvantages to no longer being burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so dreadful and torturous to exist no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, non-existence really is all that's desirable for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this suffering.
I truly would never wish for any of this suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, all I want is to be gone and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence.

I wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for peace.
For me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to never suffer again in this dreadful, torturous and futile existence I just always saw as a mistake and never would had chosen, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so dreadful, I wish I never existed more than anything and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to be permanently free from this dreadful existence.
No matter what I truly could only hope to be permanently free from this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering.

I just wish to be gone, I just wish to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I look forward to is non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence really is all that's positive, I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful existence all forgotten, existence just always feels like a mistake to me and it's one so terrible I'd never wish for, only non-existence can bring me any peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me, I really am just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just waiting to die and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this existence where I hope and wait to be gone, all I want is to never suffer again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, existing to me is just so futile and I could never see a point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking again even know existing truly is just waiting for death, it's just unnecessary suffering there was never a need for and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for all to be forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and cruel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, cruel and torturous abomination of existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

All I want is to never suffer again with this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence all gone, for me non-existence is the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence to bring me peace, I wish to never suffer again, I'll only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally gone, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to be permanently unconscious,

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from suffering.
I truly will only be at peace from suffering in non-existence and I wish I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I just never should had suffered and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence truly is the only peace, it's all I could hope for, all I want is to be gone from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence ever again.

I'd just never wish for this abomination rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to be free from this dreadful, terrible abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really will always be an abomination and it's one that just causes so much cruelty, harm and suffering until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most dreadful mistake.
I really will always see it as a mistake to exist, I see existence as an abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.


I just want to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll just always see existence as a mistake, it's one so cruel, dreadful and terrible and I wish that more than anything this existence was never imposed, I just never should had suffered, to me existence really will always be the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused and brought so much suffering,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so undesirable in every way.
It truly is so undesirable in every way and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace and relief I search for and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me any relief.

I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never wake again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace, I wish to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace from the burden of existence.
It truly is peace from the burden of existence and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so futile and undesirable only non-existence can bring me peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace from it all and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel existence is finally no longer my problem, all I hope for is to never exist again, I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence of endless suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, it's the only relief for me, all I hope for is peace from all the suffering of this torturous, futile existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence.