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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
woofwag
Feeling rage for the first time in so long
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2
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218
jengablocks
jengablocks
scary
Cut myself properly for the first time and I hate that I get the "appeal"
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15
Views
695
GabenBeaver
GabenBeaver
purebliss
Story My Diary until I CTB - Part 5: Hypothesis
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3
Views
441
purebliss
purebliss
purebliss
Flualprazolam instead of Alprazolam for SN
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0
Views
99
purebliss
purebliss
B
CTB/ DSL
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6
Views
724
mustard tiger
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ACorpseHeldUp
Help Would lidocaine cream work for masking the taste of SN?
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2
Views
147
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
Britney Spears
Help dmc in customs inspection
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14
Views
1K
Anclaje
A
Enigma25
Venting Self harmed for the first time
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3
Views
279
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
I
How much would a suicide kit of sodium nitrite/antimetic cost?
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3
Views
269
iwanttodie019
I
meowme0w
Help SN???
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11
Views
1K
concrete
C
not in the stars
Method Best method
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4
Views
568
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Method i've decided im going with partial hanging!
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2
Views
359
snowdeer7
S
Leonard_Bangley39
why do i like hydrogen peroxide so much
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4
Views
250
Leonard_Bangley39
Leonard_Bangley39
SleeplessDreamer
Only living for another
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6
Views
347
SleeplessDreamer
SleeplessDreamer
Michi_Violeta
Story "An Unsanctioned Suicide: a short holiday story for members and lurkers alike
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5
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1K
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
Crematoryy
I'm trying to overcome the emotional dependence on someone who never valued me. But it's excruciating
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2
Views
195
Crematoryy
Crematoryy
Matchaaa
Discussion I’m worried that I might have called emergency services because I feel so unwell that I couldn’t hold back.
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9
Views
585
ohsosleepy
ohsosleepy
nutmacc
Method OD, partial hanging and plastic bag
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1
Views
255
nutmacc
nutmacc
Devouring Entropy
Help How long does SN last outside and/or in a solution
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3
Views
177
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
H
Help Question on shelf life (storage)
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2
Views
165
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
A
NSFW CTB tonight
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19
Views
835
maketner
M
Cyc
Venting I'm sick of being hurt
Replies
6
Views
306
Cyc
Cyc
S
Method Diphenhydramine sleeping pill
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3
Views
324
Forveleth
F
D
SN going in circles
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5
Views
349
DecayAndAsh
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Buñuelo
Discussion Do you wish to be found?
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36
Views
2K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
farawaystar
Discussion I finally feel free because I chose when to die
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1
Views
270
Slipknot_XV
S
S
I absolutely need to get the hell out of this life but I'm too afraid
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3
Views
239
Kayla
Kayla
U
Venting Having a breakdown in front of everyone.
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0
Views
194
Useless Idiot
U
catbunny
Venting Why am i like this?
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3
Views
258
spiders.in.my.head
spiders.in.my.head
sleeplessboyinbed
Story First post + introduction!
Replies
6
Views
342
sleeplessboyinbed
sleeplessboyinbed
intintint
Venting I was doing better (antidepressants) until last week for no reason [crashout post lmao]
Replies
4
Views
380
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
ohdeergod
Venting some days i have the will the live then the next minute i feel like i have to end it.
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0
Views
108
ohdeergod
ohdeergod
T
Help Need some advice and courage on how to ctb
Replies
5
Views
303
Forveleth
F
P
Is there a street vendor I can buy a gun from?
Replies
3
Views
316
popcorn1234
P
Leonard_Bangley39
Venting i cut again
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0
Views
185
Leonard_Bangley39
Leonard_Bangley39
M
Venting My last day
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11
Views
457
meddle
meddle
C
Have you ever thought about this moment differently?
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0
Views
146
creativedan
C
L
Best country to find N?
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25
Views
2K
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
Butterfly-death
There is no hope
Replies
2
Views
266
HopelessScientist
HopelessScientist
Wojaczek
Venting nothing interests me
Replies
1
Views
150
HopelessScientist
HopelessScientist
disabledlife
After religions, doctors, and lobbyists, now it's AI that decides who can CTB, die, or continue to live, never the person themselves! No way!
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12
Views
1K
noiloone
N
redsendtend
What will my body look like after death by hanging?
Replies
5
Views
278
Slipknot_XV
S
T
Help Caught in a conundrum? Out of methods?
Replies
4
Views
435
thehorizons
T
jes7ter
Venting life is so meaningless
Replies
5
Views
357
itsgone2
I
redsendtend
Venting VentVent
Replies
3
Views
195
Topaz111
Topaz111
heisenberg
Venting sn arrived + pathetic vent
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3
Views
964
NoMeta
N
meatballlover
Method Air rifle + blackout
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1
Views
190
itsgone2
I
D
Getting all set. Did I forgot something?
Replies
3
Views
340
meddle
meddle
LaetumCat
  • Poll
Discussion Do you think children should have a choice to CTB?
Replies
5
Views
342
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
comeoutandhauntme
Discussion anyone else have a fantasy abt being comforted?
Replies
20
Views
899
Kamaainakupua
Kamaainakupua
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