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crystalrope

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May 13, 2026
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I've decided to cbt by hanging hopefully by the end of the month. I've bought the rope and a door bar that will hold my weight. I'm short enough that I think I can do an fsh in the doorway. My concern is that I'm a bigger woman. Would psh work better? I've always envisioned a fsh but I just want to find the ss and fade away. I'm thinking of putting a bag over my head as well along with handcuffs so I can't save myself. I'm a little scared but I'll never be free from my ex while I live. I'm thinking of cbt on the 28th. Any help would be appreciated.
 
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taker_of_insulin

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Aug 22, 2025
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I would like to know to. I like the idea of PSH, it seems easier and less painful. I've also read up about the night night method. Which is just compressing the veins in your neck to cut off blood flow. I've heard that is the easiest method
 
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crystalrope

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May 13, 2026
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I would like to know to. I like the idea of PSH, it seems easier and less painful. I've also read up about the night night method. Which is just compressing the veins in your neck to cut off blood flow. I've heard that is the easiest method
I haven't heard of the night night method. There is something about fsh that feels like it's the most final. No way to save myself. I plan on doing it in a hotel so no one will find me until I'm long gone.
 

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