Method SN - do someone want to talk a bit about it?

[fyer]

Hi. i've written the post here recently. i just wanted to have a little comversation about it, espiecially if someone has a positive attitude to this method. i don't want to be scared more than necessary, but i think its the only relatively peaceful option i have an access to

 

[Aflame5926]

sorry i dont think you should ask this to people.

because even if somebody tells you about it you still need to convince yourself.

someone has a positive attitude to this method

i think those that has positieve feedback about it are dead.

i don't want to be scared more than necessary, but i think its the only relatively peaceful option i have an access to

im sorry but its onfortunely not "lets go sleep" and its done.

you need to make up your mind yourself. nobody can help you with this.

its most likely not gonna be fun either

 

[ilovenewyork]

watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.

 

[fyer]

watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.

I dont think i have enough courage

 

[Heidi48]

I dont think i have enough courage

same.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

same.

Same.

 

[fyer]

sorry i dont think you should ask this to people.

because even if somebody tells you about it you still need to convince yourself.


i think those that has positieve feedback about it are dead.


im sorry but its onfortunely not "lets go sleep" and its done.

you need to make up your mind yourself. nobody can help you with this.

its most likely not gonna be fun either

I think that this question was directed to people who wanted to share their thoughts about it, i am not asking for any resources or hints since i figured it out myself. i guess its not a pleasure, but i dont think there is pleasurable way out, maybe besides nembutal or opioids. but in situations like mine its crucial to choose a lesser evil. i am not afraid of headaches, since my head hurts all the time. i am not very afraid of stomach ache cause in my case its similar to headaches. i am not even especially afraid of vomiting, the omly thing i worry about is suffocating

 

[geepeedee]

I dont think i have enough courage

if you don't have enough courage to watch people die from it, you probably don't have enough courage to do it.

 

[fyer]

if you don't have enough courage to watch people die from it, you probably don't have enough courage to do it.

I don't think so, i am in a situation where there is simply no other way. i have unbearable pain so the fact that i don't want to watch it isn't equal with that that i can't so it. i think many people would prefer not to watch something like this, i am full of fear and emotional pain even after reading someone's relations from ctb, whoch doesnt mean i can't do it. its not so simple

 

[Bishop]

if you don't have enough courage to watch people die from it, you probably don't have enough courage to do it.

Agreed

 

[fyer]

In my case i think its something more than just courage - at the moment it seems there's nothing more i can do. watching people die would do anything but scare me and put me in a completely cluless situation. i dont need to do it to do the sn protocol myself, suffer for some time and just pass

 

[dustoff]

watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.

They're in the state of deep oxygen deprivation its unlikely that they're conscious during seizures/thrashing. I watched Joe Winkos livestream it didn't looked for me particularly painful except for a moment where he puked in a bucket.

 

[Aflame5926]

I think that this question was directed to people who wanted to share their thoughts about it, i am not asking for any resources or hints since i figured it out myself. i guess its not a pleasure, but i dont think there is pleasurable way out, maybe besides nembutal or opioids. but in situations like mine its crucial to choose a lesser evil. i am not afraid of headaches, since my head hurts all the time. i am not very afraid of stomach ache cause in my case its similar to headaches. i am not even especially afraid of vomiting, the omly thing i worry about is suffocating

just a small note this not meant to be hostile but im not going to encourage people if that what they need to CTB. CTB is a choice you need to stand for yourself.
as far as i know i dont think there is any suffocating.

but i recommand searching all the resources that are here. but there is never 100% in this.

like i said the ones that knows are dead.

 

[fyer]

just a small note this not meant to be hostile but im not going to encourage people if that what they need to CTB. CTB is a choice you need to stand for yourself.
as far as i know i dont think there is any suffocating.

but i recommand searching all the resources that are here. but there is never 100% in this.

like i said the ones that knows are dead.

i never asked anybody for reassurance or advice if i should do it or not. neither now or never. and it wasn't my intention even for a moment here. i just wanted to share thoughts about the method itself. if you hadn't wanted to do so, you didn't have to answer at all

 

[gardenoflonely]

i dont think there is pleasurable way out, maybe besides nembutal or opioids.

Agree unfortunately

 

[babyneo1]

watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.

Do you feel like they followed protocol?

Fasting, antiemetics, benzos? Or painkillers