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Suicide Discussion

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hellispink
Can I use expired clonazepam as sedative
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1
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401
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
Atlantian
Looking for sources to purchase SN
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7
Views
909
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
HappinessEmbodied
Help How likely am I to throw up SN without an AE?
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15
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1K
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
lifecouldbedream
I may have just genuinely trashed my mind and given myself psychosis.
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6
Views
681
its-about-time
its-about-time
I
Help New to group have a few questions
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12
Views
575
~Q~
~Q~
Emily_Numb
Benzo to CTB?
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14
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1K
peanuts
peanuts
N
It is really cynical to give people a prison sentence for buying N
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13
Views
730
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
S
Venting watching people around you ctb and wishing you were gone too
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7
Views
548
wanttodie
wanttodie
N
I am feeling more lonely in a crowd than when I am physically alone
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3
Views
398
Graham
Graham
T-StayResident
Help Need tips for testing N
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7
Views
695
Nigh
N
Zzzzz
Don't envy most people.
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2
Views
346
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
T
Venting There are only two things that scare me about CTB/dying.
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3
Views
455
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
9BBN
Anyone here become suicidal over the pandemic?
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16
Views
786
Danjor88
D
whatevs
I just want to chill out and read
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5
Views
479
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
S
Recovered
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10
Views
587
CTBgenuine
CTBgenuine
FairyHeart
Help How necessary are antacids?
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4
Views
577
Shu
Shu
S
how long should I fast before taking SN?
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1
Views
453
befree
befree
M
Help Charcoal Burning am i doing it right ?
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1
Views
737
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
Chronic
Delay it a day...
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5
Views
471
juraviel
J
Sadness20
Tired
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3
Views
354
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion What went wrong and when?
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22
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1K
Area Man
A
αmber
Venting feeling like i'm dead
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2
Views
358
Anonymus
A
Sadness20
Is there ever a right time to die?
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14
Views
1K
The Abyss
The Abyss
Gaga786
Story Gaslighting in my Pakistani family
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9
Views
608
The Abyss
The Abyss
T
Method Blacking out on antipsychotics while going for a swim
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13
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1K
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
R
Life in World Cups
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1
Views
373
cheesepancake
C
J
Concept of loss and euthanasia
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9
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523
JustSwingingTheD
J
S
Story My story how i ended up here and why I have thoughts of ctb it’s a rant
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2
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Discussion Tried to rope but failed
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3
Views
559
Someone123
S
Versailles
Help Help
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9
Views
761
Versailles
Versailles
September5th
How do you go from "I want" to "I'm doing it"?
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14
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1K
derletzteweg
D
I
Hypnosis
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1
Views
439
JamieJambo
J
Tired_potato
I think I'm ready to leave, but i still have a few doubts.
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9
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
A
Help Obtaining meto
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7
Views
815
maya.
maya.
MsMaudlin
Method Last 7 days on earth (not a goodbye thread)
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3
Views
660
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
N
Anyone in the Seattle/Tacoma area with a gun/opiates? Ready to go.
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0
Views
347
Ninaea
N
Γyuk
Recent N import Europe
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0
Views
363
Γyuk
Γyuk
lotusflowers13
How
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13
Views
579
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
H
(Decided otherwise, I apologise, and hope people understand) I'm doing it in a few hours guys a suggestion for a quick non-gross method please!
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15
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2K
cyanlove
cyanlove
Toxic Positivity
Leaving the forum
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71
Views
5K
peanuts
peanuts
Sadness20
Its interesting how people's opinion about suicide changes with time.
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10
Views
513
Ta555
T
D
Help SN from Canada purity testing
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9
Views
906
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
lokimotion
Can people still hold down jobs?
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23
Views
942
peanuts
peanuts
Cancún
Partners
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16
Views
1K
Deleted member 31858
D
Cat12345
Venting Why is it so hard to talk
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6
Views
722
Pluto
Pluto
αmber
Venting this is hell
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6
Views
534
αmber
αmber
serah
Venting Does it ever get better?
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16
Views
1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
BornBrief
Looking to get N.. I am Canadian. What are the options/avenues for antiemetic?
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5
Views
810
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
September5th
Life has its moments
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9
Views
450
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
surface2007
if N or SN was juste a little pill
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21
Views
1K
Talvikki
T
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