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Suicide Discussion

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αmber
Venting this is hell
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6
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534
αmber
αmber
serah
Venting Does it ever get better?
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16
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1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
BornBrief
Looking to get N.. I am Canadian. What are the options/avenues for antiemetic?
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5
Views
810
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
September5th
Life has its moments
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9
Views
450
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
surface2007
if N or SN was juste a little pill
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21
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1K
Talvikki
T
O
that didnt take long
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1
Views
425
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion SN from IC delivery to EU
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27
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1K
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
αmber
Story A dream
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2
Views
476
Angi
A
Samael96
Resource DM for SN reliable source in EU
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1
Views
572
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
Tegan_sky
Loneliness pushing one to suicide
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43
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3K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
S
I don’t want to hurt my family
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6
Views
475
seritonin_superstar
S
Sadness20
A little story part of the story I've been writing with a friend. Tell me if you can relate please :)
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5
Views
369
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
vanillasilverberry
Venting I want to die I can't handle being like this anymore
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3
Views
493
vanillasilverberry
vanillasilverberry
D
Discussion Anyone else?
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4
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Anyone else get weirdly excited when you find a new reason to ctb?
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11
Views
662
deadgeorge
D
W
Not well
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5
Views
388
Life_isover128
Life_isover128
W
On hope...
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7
Views
409
Hurt
H
sugarsugar
SN in a hospital parking lot?
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28
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1K
CrossroadsCurious
CrossroadsCurious
WorthlessTrash
Loss of interest and imminent CTBing
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3
Views
497
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
C
Discussion SN without anti-emetic, essentially
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7
Views
690
wljourney
wljourney
N
My plan
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4
Views
462
outrider567
O
J
Venting Conditioned brain to ruminate over the past for 6 years I’m surprised I haven’t CTB yet
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4
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
joptr
Best final holiday destination?
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10
Views
520
wljourney
wljourney
lotusflowers13
Method night-night method weirdness
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3
Views
1K
freelifexit
freelifexit
M
I'm finally done
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2
Views
432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Help At what rate does SN oxidize into sodium nitrate?
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5
Views
556
snowman626
snowman626
Rational man
You can never be dead. We simply cease to exist.
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14
Views
1K
sfabians
S
LeavingEarly
Didn't Jesus ctb? If he was all powerful he could have fixed the world and prevented his crucifixion.
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12
Views
883
Fml
Fml
D
Question
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2
Views
363
befree
befree
P
Drinking a little sip of N for testing purpose is dangerous?
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10
Views
842
wljourney
wljourney
D
Is fear of hurting good family members a good reason not to CTB?
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20
Views
680
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
I
Venting Ctbing tomorrow 4pm
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49
Views
3K
dredd1981
dredd1981
esann7
I need help getting Metoclopramide
Replies
5
Views
844
befree
befree
BluesRunTheGame
Story Depressed, anxious, now my mum is dying
Replies
5
Views
617
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
thejumper
Drinking a lot of alcohol and staying on the edge of a very tall building
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2
Views
382
Trilucid
Trilucid
B
Venting Does anyone have stable relationships?
Replies
18
Views
678
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
L
I'm almost certain (groundlessly) that suicide is either impossible or irrelevant. What should I do?
Replies
7
Views
723
killedbypsychiatry
killedbypsychiatry
Y
Risks of writing delayed emails before CTB?
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9
Views
738
ybotherr
Y
A
Help I don't want to die, I have never wanted to die...
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4
Views
735
Anonymous1997ES
A
jawdropped123
Venting Overthinking
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3
Views
406
Laba
L
WorthlessTrash
Venting They're blissfully unaware.....
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20
Views
1K
lotusflowers13
lotusflowers13
hauntedglass
a poem: numbed
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4
Views
373
hauntedglass
hauntedglass
C
'Self-care' when CTB
Replies
6
Views
648
wljourney
wljourney
S
how discreet is sn from IC
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8
Views
702
SofterSoftest
SofterSoftest
atraz
Hello first time here
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1
Views
375
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
CTB with SN in another town (USA)
Replies
7
Views
561
Shu
Shu
jawdropped123
Venting Venting about work and colleagues
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3
Views
436
jawdropped123
jawdropped123
L
Accident
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5
Views
672
~Q~
~Q~
A
Need help of getting SN and propranolol
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20
Views
1K
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
T
Need help choosing method, limited money
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15
Views
1K
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
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