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Suicide Discussion

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dustyfurcollector
Venting You don't even have to read this. It's not worth it
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5
Views
444
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
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How to deal with the guilt of leaving others behind
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23
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1K
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
darkdivine
Cried Myself Numb
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5
Views
464
hauntedglass
hauntedglass
samishii
Venting Constant realisation of how fucked up I am
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4
Views
529
samishii
samishii
golfmavenice
Why did it take 1 hour for him to lose conciousness?
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15
Views
2K
dustyfurcollector
dustyfurcollector
EvilStepSister
Venting I'm not really killing myself...
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3
Views
468
EvilStepSister
EvilStepSister
Darkover
Story my life
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3
Views
489
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
joptr
Help SN blood test, chinese SN, very clumped.
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2
Views
527
Shu
Shu
S
How to overcome the fear of CTB?
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5
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1K
befree
befree
COLDEST_OPP_777
sn method
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1
Views
590
dustyfurcollector
dustyfurcollector
BluesRunTheGame
Method If I wasn't such a drunkard I would have taken my SN long ago
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1
Views
504
Ninaea
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M
Gas arrived today
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13
Views
907
Chronic
Chronic
BigG91
Help Need Help - Partial Hanging
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6
Views
1K
naenae28
N
Suicidebydeath
Venting I want to die
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12
Views
858
Messgram
M
Q
Venting I miss my job so much
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12
Views
816
Chronic
Chronic
Anxieyote
Discussion A schizophrenic safe place.
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11
Views
1K
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
T
Planning my last few days among the living.
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39
Views
2K
Zegers
Zegers
stupidrat
Venting One year anniversary of attempting
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1
Views
405
outrider567
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°Celsuis_Caesar
  • Poll
Notice of Self-Ban
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10
Views
672
Message In A Bottle
Message In A Bottle
Nirrend
Discussion These moments when we are between two worlds
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2
Views
383
outrider567
O
Zzzzz
I want to go into the west already...
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3
Views
464
LeavingEarly
LeavingEarly
mostlycloudy
H2S - do I have the right products?
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10
Views
777
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
N
I have the feeling my conditions are like a death sentence for me
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1
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Discussion What helps you come to terms with CTBing?
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23
Views
1K
thendfornow
thendfornow
T
Help Cant find the search bar.
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9
Views
974
Shu
Shu
N
Do you fear of being really human?
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8
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
X
  • Question
I need a tent expert for the charcoal method please?
Replies
8
Views
640
xxxbmw
X
N
Venting am i the loneliest person alive
Replies
7
Views
682
Efilismislife
Efilismislife
J
What is one change that will make you not suicidal?
Replies
109
Views
4K
September5th
September5th
CatLove56
Discussion If I ever end it it will be because I hate being a wage slave
Replies
30
Views
3K
CatLove56
CatLove56
playing_ostrich
  • Question
Help take small sips rather than drinking all at once? (SN)
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17
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
Gaga786
Discussion Anti Psychiatry
Replies
10
Views
555
Musketeer
M
R
Received Vacuum Sealed SN - Anyone Else?
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30
Views
2K
Shu
Shu
Shu
8-11 hour dry fast SN
Replies
3
Views
572
Alex6216
A
menherachan
Venting Hello again
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3
Views
459
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Discussion Best drugs for overcoming SI?
Replies
2
Views
474
GetShrektAgain
G
G
Help How is this setup?
Replies
0
Views
355
GetShrektAgain
G
Gaga786
Venting I constantly feel as if I'm not good enough
Replies
4
Views
387
Capsaicin78
Capsaicin78
jimmy7754
When I die
Replies
7
Views
659
VirtualSnow
VirtualSnow
N
Where is the rate your suicidal thoughts thread?
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12
Views
1K
indica
indica
R
nitrous oxide?
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10
Views
2K
LoMVLk
L
Lost Magic
Is this what accepting death feels like?
Replies
19
Views
970
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
I
Help Full Suspension ?
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1
Views
616
gatzzz
G
M
  • Poll
Method Dropping from a height onto a hard ground: headfirst or horizontally?
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11
Views
1K
Angi
A
Gaga786
Story My low intelligence and loneliness
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12
Views
1K
Gaga786
Gaga786
FairyHeart
Help Help using IC? Can't pay
Replies
9
Views
845
maya.
maya.
Marktheghost
I’ve lost £47,000 worth of happiness
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28
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1K
W’ren
W’ren
Sleeper System
Did you ever think you would grow up to be such a loser...
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23
Views
1K
Talks
Talks
Pain In The Ass
Informative reference video: Dropping a large rock (approximately Human weight) 450 ft (Beachy Head height) from a bridge...
Replies
6
Views
889
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Ticket 2 Heaven
How do I pay D with BTC?
Replies
4
Views
644
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