Frustrated

[rejected]

I feel invisible. Starting to feel alienated in this community too. Don't understand why I can't connect and people always look over me like I'm. Not here. I'm only seen when I react. Fuck this world and the people in it.

 

[asadghostgirl]

I see you. I have trouble connecting and wish I could make friends better. :( It's hard.

 

[theboy]

It is not easy to connect deeply with society

 

[chocolatebar]

The feeling of being an outsider even among outsiders is something really painful...

 

[akirat9]

Starting to feel alienated in this community too.

too
mostly because of Last Fate, Jrpgs and language barrier

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case there is nothing here for me in this world and there never could be. I've never related or belonged anywhere but I've never really wanted to. I just think that anything involving people or any attempt to interact with them usually just leads to frustration, it's inevitable. After all, as humans we are all alone and we cannot ever understand what others go through or see life from their point of view. This is why often, human interaction just makes things worse and leads to invalidation. Humans cause a lot of the suffering that exists in this world and I believe that it's certainly better to be alone.

 

[BGooG]

My whole life I've felt forgotten and left out. It's the one indelible feeling from my childhood. Like people enjoy if I'm there, but if I'm not, then that's just fine too.

I use to go visit my parents when both of my brothers and their families would be home. Multiple times everyone but me would be sitting together in one room talking, or whatever. At some point, after an hour or so, someone would say, "hey where's XXXX?" After someone searched for me they'd report where I was, and everyone would just go on. I was always the forgotten, ignored child. And not much in life has worked against this. Although people generally think well of me, and I'm successful professionally, I'm always an afterthought.