Give me strength to overpower SI

[Felix007]

The Noose is ready to go, all i need to do is beat SI..

 

[FuneralCry]

To me hanging does sound like an awful way to leave this world, and I envy those with the courage for this method. It can certainly be very difficult to overcome the SI, but I wish you freedom from all suffering.

 

[Felix007]

Thank you, i would also prefer a different method (gunshot) but ill have to make do with this..

 

[Cryptonite]

• thorough plan preparation
• CTB test runs to desensitize yourself
• deep and total internal acceptance of death (!)
• benzos
• very strong will (!)
• reading the list with non-fatal CTB attempts
• psychedelics (psilocybin/DMT) for a near death experience

 

[hiddenbpd]

• thorough plan preparation
• CTB test runs to desensitize yourself
• deep and total internal acceptance of death (!)
• benzos
• very strong will (!)
• reading the list with non-fatal CTB attempts
• psychedelics (psilocybin/DMT) for a near death experience

This is helpful thank you !

 

[Nikki2020]

may peace be with you soon. I know its scary. ❤

 

[Felix007]

Is this supposed to hurt? Noose is supposed to be above adams apple and cut off airway right?

 

[Life_and_Death]

CTB test runs to desensitize yourself

the only good thing about a failed attempt depending on the person lol

 

[Cryptonite]

the only good thing about a failed attempt depending on the person lol

That's true. Recently there was a guy called FunkyGibbon who took SN, experienced clinical death, was revived and successfully attempted again in two weeks. It's empowering to find out that death is nothing to be scared of, it's just like a sleep.

 

[Nikki2020]

Is this supposed to hurt? Noose is supposed to be above adams apple and cut off airway right?

I don't know it hurt for me too. I hope someone can answer you. ❤

 

[Zegers]

Benzos, it will really minimize the stupid SI

 

[Musichater]

- Look back on all the events that lead you to this decision and do some contemplation to make your resolve firmer.
- The second suggestion may sound silly, especially since I don't really believe in afterlife. But you can play make-believe to ease the fear if only a little. Example: nobody knows for sure what will happen after one dies. Who knows, maybe I'll be able to reunite with X. Or maybe I'll get transported to a world similar to that of my favorite story and live happily ever after there.

 

[akirat9]

- Look back on all the events that lead you to this decision and do some contemplation to make your resolve firmer.

trying to do this now
i have the glass ready (my last dose) so that also cant turn back