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Suicide Discussion

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I am so tired of this world
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dearlydeparted44
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impossible_victory
How do you know it is the right time to ctb?
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2
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278
meatballlover
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Zanmato
  • Question
Never been so close
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1
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205
mustard tiger
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RedFruit
Being picked.
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2
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349
sourcherry
sourcherry
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SN protocol
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8
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1K
SDB
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dumblosergirl
Venting What's the point of trying to be better when I just relapse back into the same mentality? Life feels worse.
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1
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264
tonicer
tonicer
apassingmoment
Venting hello/goodbye world - introduction
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3
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358
fightclub17
fightclub17
Ghostlights
Expressing emotions in my native language feels impossible - in English it's easier
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5
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297
meddle
meddle
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Help Helium Exit Bag Method with Party Tanks
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12
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2K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
asty
Venting feeling impulsive lately
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0
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222
asty
asty
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Helium tank
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19
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1K
herecomesthepain
herecomesthepain
K
Its so hard to not wake up again why
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0
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193
kk13
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moldyara2002
What exactly does a suicide investigation entail?
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1
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227
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
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Help Using THC edibles to trigger some sort of psychosis to beat SI and fall 90 feet
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17
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759
fightclub17
fightclub17
blush
Venting it hurts so much
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2
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252
sashaisalone
sashaisalone
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Discussion It feels so nice to get rid of my stuff.
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0
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147
thelostautistic
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skeletontree
Story Ghost-like identity after trauma with ctb as the sole (wanted) purpose/mission?
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14
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1K
cluefixphantom
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The Disqualified
Venting Back against the wall
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0
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226
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
TAW122
Venting An good analogy showing how CTB preventionists often keep dodging, evading the "real cause" for CTB
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5
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396
cluefixphantom
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Happy Cat
Venting Maybe It's because my expectations are too high but I don't think I'm ever going to be in a lasting relationship
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3
Views
217
Argo
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The Disqualified
Venting End of the road
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1
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271
LonelyPrince
LonelyPrince
TAW122
Venting CTB risk and danger assessments are oftenly done out of "benevolent paternalism"!
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1
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457
cluefixphantom
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Rainork
Venting Now I just don't know.
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0
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266
Rainork
Rainork
black money boys
  • Solved
Help how high is the chance of shitting yourself when you take SN?
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14
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1K
Topaz111
Topaz111
absolute failure
Help Do you defecate after you hang yourself?
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21
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1K
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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BlueLock
Suicide Notes?
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6
Views
451
burninghill
burninghill
アホペンギン
Method is this plan good? (SN)
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30
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3K
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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ShadowOfASelf
Does anybody else feel more calm and like CTB is less urgent if they know they have an effective option they can do at any time?
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12
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1K
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
lovelulu
i want to treat her good until i finally ctb
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0
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302
lovelulu
lovelulu
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Help How to get FENT here in India? Can anyone help me source it please 🙏
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5
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320
danielplainview
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S
Venting just smth about sh and childhood
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0
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263
scully
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farawaystar
Method 45 metres onto asphalt. No water. No chance
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6
Views
657
meatballlover
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Natbee
Brisbane mental health
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4
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375
nitrogenous
nitrogenous
purebliss
Discussion My Diary until I CTB - Part 6: Curiosity + Life update
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7
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916
purebliss
purebliss
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Method Poisoning and malabsorbtion
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1
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711
OnMyWayToSomewhere2
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Discussion LEMME JUST LIST DOWN ALL THE GIFTS I GOTTA DO
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0
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172
madmanbadman
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H
Story I tried hanging and it's more painful than i thought
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11
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941
oopsijustdie
oopsijustdie
nitrogenous
Got my SN taken away by the police
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38
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3K
Natbee
Natbee
tired93
VSED but drinking some water once in a while
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2
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250
Bornor823
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inserting explosive into your jaw
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1
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203
nowizard
nowizard
imperfectcircle
Venting Experiremented with partial hanging for the first time, feeling lost and alone
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2
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532
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
notevenhere
i need 3 bottles of clonazepam or any type of benzodiapine bc my mom keeps taking my prescription
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2
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184
pudds
pudds
nessBRBR2006
About SN and pain
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48
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3K
lpdsvm
lpdsvm
nessBRBR2006
Taking just the SN?
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5
Views
567
lpdsvm
lpdsvm
lovelulu
Help hanging/partial hanging items?
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2
Views
676
TransientEternal
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unluckysadness
Chronic pain is killing me
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12
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557
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
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Best way to cope with hell
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0
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176
monolog
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soributton
  • Question
Help Are you forced to go to a psych ward after an attempt?
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5
Views
780
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
lainsitooo
Mental hospital / psych ward
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4
Views
464
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
kahyefxk
Venting Eating makes me feel weird
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4
Views
444
godlikempathy91
godlikempathy91
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