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crazysushi

Member
Mar 1, 2026
12
Hi, may I know if my protocol is okay?

Day1
0800 10mg metaclopramide
1600 10mg metaclopramide
2400 10mg metaclopramide

Day 2
0800 10mg metaclopramide
1600 10mg metaclopramide + start solid fasting
2000 liquid fasting
2300 1000mg paracetamol
2315 30mg metaclopramide
2330 Xanax (how much should I take?)
2400 drink 20g SN in 50ml water (if vomit drink the second glass)

I stay with family so I'm not sure how quiet this will be.
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
200
Hi) If this is your final decision, please, better go to hotel. There is high possibility that your family will hear your vomiting and breathing and call the medical assistance.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
923
Xanax, if you never taken benzos before and if you are an average person with a weight of around 60-80Kg, 1-2mg would be enough to take the panic and anxiety away.

That's how much I will take. I take benzos very very rarely and I don't have a tolerance to them and I weigh 90kg.
 
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crazysushi

Member
Mar 1, 2026
12
Realistically how loud would it be? If I drank it in the first floor would they hear it in the second floor?

Hi) If this is your final decision, please, better go to hotel. There is high possibility that your family will hear your vomiting and breathing and call the medical assistance.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,592
Realistically how loud would it be? If I drank it in the first floor would they hear it in the second floor?
It's hard to speculate, but I've seen videos of people using it, and it's not a quiet method. You'll very likely be gagging and vomiting. After you lose consciousness, you will also breath really heavily which can be loud as your body loses oxygen. Also, if you're not laying down, there is a chance you'll collapse, even if you're sitting.

I would second the recommendation to get a hotel room. It can be a cheap one. If you can do that, the chances of intervention is lower.
 
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LK_OP

LK_OP

neckburn
Feb 16, 2026
16
Can you please tell why exactly you take antiemetics every 8 hours a day before SN? Does this enhance the effect of antiemetics or something?
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
132
Xanax, if you never taken benzos before and if you are an average person with a weight of around 60-80Kg, 1-2mg would be enough to take the panic and anxiety away.

That's how much I will take. I take benzos very very rarely and I don't have a tolerance to them and I weigh 90kg.
Does it have to be Xanax or does lorazepam work too?
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,637
How did you get the metaclopramide?

Are there valid otc alternatives. Sorry I've not looked at this method. Just curious
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
123
Xanax, if you never taken benzos before and if you are an average person with a weight of around 60-80Kg, 1-2mg would be enough to take the panic and anxiety away.

That's how much I will take. I take benzos very very rarely and I don't have a tolerance to them and I weigh 90kg.
What do you do if you only can access the SN and nothing else? I cant get the benzos or the digestive ones
 

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