About SN and pain

[nessBRBR2006]

Hi everyone.
I live in Brazil, and here its extremely easy to buy SN.
I bought one week ago 1kg of SN from a well know chemicals online market for like 20 dollars.
But i dont have benzos or antiemetics or things like this, just the SN.
I just wanna know if its a very painful method to go, or its painless?
I dont care about the discomfort and a little pain.
I just want it to be 100% sure that I'll die and its not extremely painful.
About the vomit: I never vomited in my life and I dont think it will make me do it.


Sorry about the bad english.

 

[Cyc]

I love Meowl <3

Asides from that, I don't think it's painless and there will be some discomfort. Antiemetics don't reduce your chances of feeling pain, they just make it less likely for you to vomit, and benzos just calm you down

Also no method has a 100% mortality rate. It's still possible to survive using SN if your SI kicks in and you call for help, you get found shortly after taking it or if you don't follow the procedure properly.

 

[peewee]

it depends it seems, i think most pain people get is a headache and maybe stomach pain, but nausea, fast heart, uncomfotale...benzos should help you keep calm and pass out faster...some people dont suffer much, others do, if you do it just make sure you follow instructions and have benzos and its pure...ideally you pass out in 10-15 mins, some pass out 20-30....i mean...no one wants to suffer any amount of time...at least its not super long...its my method...its dark but i tell myself sm people have had far worse ends, drawn out too. i think of my witch ancestors tortured, burned alive...all in all...sn seems not too terrible by comparison

 

[Kayla]

As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.

 

[Macedonian1987]

As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.

Did you feel the urge to vomit after ingesting the 7g of SN, and if you vomited after how long did it happen?

 

[Kayla]

Did you feel the urge to vomit after ingesting the 7g of SN, and if you vomited after how long did it happen?

I vomited pretty much straight away after I ingested it.

 

[pelicanportal]

As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.

Can I ask some questions? If you dont want to share just ignore me. Or DM if it feels like a bad time to discuss.

I think that is a smaller amount than recommended. What did the cardisc arrest feel like? Wasn't that painful? How long after ingestion were you found? Were you put into a coma?

 

[lpdsvm]

As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.

Thanks for sharing. It could be easier than hanging then. Less thinking and steps.

 

[Kayla]

Can I ask some questions? If you dont want to share just ignore me. Or DM if it feels like a bad time to discuss.

I think that is a smaller amount than recommended. What did the cardisc arrest feel like? Wasn't that painful? How long after ingestion were you found? Were you put into a coma?

I wasn't awake during the cardiac arrest. I wasn't aware of anything that was going on due to the lack of oxygen to my brain caused by the SN. I was in a coma for around 3 weeks. They would wake me up, but I'd be agitated, so they'd put me back to sleep.

 

[pelicanportal]

I wasn't awake during the cardiac arrest. I wasn't aware of anything that was going on due to the lack of oxygen to my brain caused by the SN. I was in a coma for around 3 weeks. They would wake me up, but I'd be agitated, so they'd put me back to sleep.

They put you in a medical coma, or the SN did? Thank you for your answers. I appreciate them.

 

[Kayla]

They put you in a medical coma, or the SN did? Thank you for your answers. I appreciate them.

I'm not entirely sure I think it was an induced coma. My medical records are on this site if that would interest you

 

[Macedonian1987]

I vomited pretty much straight away after I ingested it.

Was it the horrible taste of the SN that triggered the vomiting right away?

 

[Kayla]

Was it the horrible taste of the SN that triggered the vomiting right away?

I put the sn in lemon fanta. I can't really remember the taste.

 

[rainbowpuker]

I put the sn in lemon fanta. I can't really remember the taste.

Your very brave for sharing your story miss !

 

[nessBRBR2006]

it depends it seems, i think most pain people get is a headache and maybe stomach pain, but nausea, fast heart, uncomfotale...benzos should help you keep calm and pass out faster...some people dont suffer much, others do, if you do it just make sure you follow instructions and have benzos and its pure...ideally you pass out in 10-15 mins, some pass out 20-30....i mean...no one wants to suffer any amount of time...at least its not super long...its my method...its dark but i tell myself sm people have had far worse ends, drawn out too. i think of my witch ancestors tortured, burned alive...all in all...sn seems not too terrible by comparison

Most people will die in horrible ways. U will probably suffer less taking SN than waiting for death itself come get u.
People think they will die at sleep when they reach 90 years old, but probably this wont happen.

And i dont see any problem with pain before death, because after it the pain the world and ur brain was causing in u will never happen again.
Its the price to pay

 

[TomIsNotMyName]

I survived SN too and I can confirm that it's painless (except for headache)

 

[aufrechtm7]

I survived SN too and I can confirm that it's painless (except for headache)

How much did you take and did you vomit? Any AE?

 

[TomIsNotMyName]

How much did you take and did you vomit? Any AE?

I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram. I didn't vomit (even though I tried to) and I took no AE

 

[aufrechtm7]

I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram. I didn't vomit (even though I tried to) and I took no AE

If you don't mind me asking, what are your measurements? I am 5'7 and only weigh about 120lbs so I will be ordering 50g of SN since that should be enough, also don't plan on using AE.

 

[peacecomingsoon]

I too recently attempted with SN. Drank about 2-4 grams or so. Only survived as I was interrupted by police and had second thoughts. Without methylene blue (the antidote), I would've died the doctors said. It is very potent at even low doses. But, since I took a lower dose I never lost consciousness but it was quite painless apart from headache and a bit of nausea. I was treated with methylene blue 3 hours post ingestion.

I will use SN as my future method as I know what to expect and in my experience it was painless.

 

[fightclub17]

I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram. I didn't vomit (even though I tried to) and I took no AE

Why did you take 3 sips? Was it hard to down?

 

[meddle]

as another sn survivour i can confirm too that its not painful

i would definetely use sn again if i decide to ctb

 

[Intoxicated]

I survived SN too and I can confirm that it's painless (except for headache)

"Painless (except for headache)" - I like this wording ))

I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram.

So the actual amount of ingested substance wasn't even close to 25g, which is recommended for reliable CTB. How much can this experience tell us about possible symptoms you could have if the full dose were taken? In particular, can we exclude the possibility of having abdominal pains, which might appear upon exceeding some threshold like 5 - 10g, depending on individual sensitivity, and progressively worsen upon further increase of dosage?

I think, a somewhat nearly full picture is only available to those people who ingested 20g or more, keeping in mind that some details can be forgotten due to possible hypoxic amnesia. Those who ingested 5g or less could experience something distantly similar to what they might have after following the actual protocol.

 

[fightclub17]

as another sn survivour i can confirm too that its not painful

i would definetely use sn again if i decide to ctb

Glad you're okay. I went through your messages to see if I could find your SN story. What made it fail?

 

[Dante_]

Glad you're okay. I went through your messages to see if I could find your SN story. What made it fail?

No offense but this is such a copy paste question, why state it as a fail? And how many more times will you ask the same question before your curiosity is satisfied in asking people about something they experienced?

 

[fightclub17]

No offense but this is such a copy paste question, why state it as a fail? And how many more times will you ask the same question before your curiosity is satisfied in asking people about something they experienced?

Woah. I meant absolutely no offense. Unsuccessful* and obviously this forum exists so we can all hear each other's stories.

 

[BrokenByTheSystem]

As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.

Idk if it was already asked or not, but how exactly did you feel just right after ingesting it?

I mean did you shared this story in more details somewhere else? If so I'd like to hear it if I may.

Because I'm afraid of just freaking out after taking a tiny sip, anxiety going full and SI pushing me to the extreme, how did you avoid all that?

Don't feel obligated to reply. It's fine.

 

[Dante_]

Woah. I meant absolutely no offense. Unsuccessful* and obviously this forum exists so we can all hear each other's stories.

I think you completely missed my point, you asked me the exact same question a few days ago and as much as I am all for people sharing their experiences and stories, its a little odd to see the same copy pasted question, nevermind how belittled sn survivors have been of late and being asked what it led to fail as if the fault was on their part then be subject to scrutiny, weird remarks and judgment on here, if you're gonna ask a question...at least be mindful of how someone may feel being on the receiving end as if it was a failure on them, not because of factors outside of their control such as intervention.

 

[Kayla]

Idk if it was already asked or not, but how exactly did you feel just right after ingesting it?

I mean did you shared this story in more details somewhere else? If so I'd like to hear it if I may.

Because I'm afraid of just freaking out after taking a tiny sip, anxiety going full and SI pushing me to the extreme, how did you avoid all that?

Don't feel obligated to reply. It's fine.

I didn't avoid it. As soon as I ingested it, I regretted it massively, and there was nothing I could do. I just sat on the bathroom floor knowing I was going to die.

 

[fightclub17]

I think you completely missed my point, you asked me the exact same question a few days ago and as much as I am all for people sharing their experiences and stories, its a little odd to see the same copy pasted question, nevermind how belittled sn survivors have been of late and being asked what it led to fail as if the fault was on their part then be subject to scrutiny, weird remarks and judgment on here, if you're gonna ask a question...at least be mindful of how someone may feel being on the receiving end as if it was a failure on them, not because of factors outside of their control such as intervention.

I think you're reading way into me asking a simple question, which wasn't directed at you btw. No where in my messages implied judgement, remarks or scrutiny. I have also failed an attempt and have happily answered questions people on this forum are by nature curious about. I don't care if I'm a cautionary tale to others if it can give them perspective on what to do, not to do, to expect and not to expect.