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Suicide Discussion

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dollofyarn
Venting The urge to get worse
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4
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230
kufajoy
kufajoy
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Today's the big day
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29
Views
2K
tiredcatboy
tiredcatboy
Qua
Venting Loosing my shit
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2
Views
233
kufajoy
kufajoy
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Anybody else still here solely because of who they'd hurt if they ctb?
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22
Views
811
tiredcatboy
tiredcatboy
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Help Seeking +30yo Support
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6
Views
364
persepexa
persepexa
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CTB abroad for SN how to not leave a mess for loved one
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3
Views
488
UnoX48
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Natbee
Looking to buy sodium nitrite
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0
Views
477
Natbee
Natbee
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Will this work?
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0
Views
170
Here Today
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somewhatdeadly
Discussion how to swallow meto and ibuprofen before taking sn?
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2
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298
somewhatdeadly
somewhatdeadly
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Questions about SN & nitrogen exit bags
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12
Views
655
Eclypser
Eclypser
eggsausagerice
Help how to prepare for ctb outside in the winter
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4
Views
372
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Reywashere
Venting How does it feel to be loved?
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6
Views
525
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
geometryculdesac
Venting I hope they can find a way to cure Gender Dysphoria in the future
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10
Views
954
Ghiz98
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forfever
most of the time i don't like this site
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16
Views
815
vyvanceandvodka
vyvanceandvodka
Dukey
Help Ways to obtain a firearm in europe?
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11
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1K
Eriktf
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livefastdieyoung
i don't belong anywhere
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11
Views
683
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
dollofyarn
Venting Return after more than a year
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0
Views
203
dollofyarn
dollofyarn
ancient owl
Venting I'm so tired of being a burden
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3
Views
440
panhandle5363
panhandle5363
HowlingCoyote
Venting 2026 might be my last year
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2
Views
465
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
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Discussion AI Apocalypse and Suicide Pandemic
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11
Views
653
Ligottian
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woofwag
Always saying the wrong thing
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12
Views
668
Sheisgoneee
Sheisgoneee
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  • Question
Help Dizziness after cutting
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5
Views
509
825hp
825hp
BlissfulEnigma
A potentially great method that I haven’t seen discussed
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10
Views
2K
BlissfulEnigma
BlissfulEnigma
badatparties
Life is such a gift
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24
Views
1K
badatparties
badatparties
in2thespiral
Venting I have never hated anything more in life than myself
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4
Views
442
in2thespiral
in2thespiral
persepexa
Discussion Are you taking care of yourself?
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28
Views
1K
persepexa
persepexa
D
Help How much lithium do you need?
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6
Views
359
radiatedunity62
R
S
Package seized at
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9
Views
450
persepexa
persepexa
WallTermite
Venting I'm stupid
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9
Views
439
woofwag
woofwag
subwayhcar
Venting my mom scared me into thinking i would die - kinda wish i did
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1
Views
326
GenZ-Snowflake
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W
Venting Lonely day, every day
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3
Views
298
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
un.exist
Venting On the path to academic failure
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7
Views
379
raybd
R
Crematoryy
There is no reason or meaning to live
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3
Views
386
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
birthdayboy
Does anyone else want to CTB to escape abuse?
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17
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
immolation
Discussion guilt
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9
Views
634
subwayhcar
subwayhcar
overmorrow
Venting talent
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15
Views
644
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
squillykilly
Venting Dream cuts
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1
Views
173
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
JassieDusk
Venting My psychiatrist told me in a commanding tone “you have to live” and I’ve been furious since then
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23
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
Afterglow
Substitutes for prescription benzodiazepines?
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4
Views
337
Jello Biafra
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bugfart
Discussion Another YouTuber made a terrible video on the site- don’t you think we should make more user only threads and put limits on membership (etc)?
Replies
9
Views
1K
deadngoresurgery
deadngoresurgery
amyrel
Venting confiding in others is a privilege i am not able to obtain
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7
Views
495
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
byou
Venting I feel so incredibly cringe when trying to write suicide notes.
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15
Views
611
Reznor09
Reznor09
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Attempt 2025/11/03
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28
Views
2K
bitterToad
B
Misery99
Venting Life is full of regrets
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1
Views
177
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
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On being adopted
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6
Views
487
DeathSweetDeath
D
Misanthrope0000
Venting I keep thinking about the time when I could've died from unintentional alcohol overdose and resent those who helped me survive..
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1
Views
423
MeSauce
MeSauce
The_screaming_dawn
Today may have been my last day.
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3
Views
331
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
canoekit
Discussion Suicide Notes and Guilt
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2
Views
537
godforbidpain
godforbidpain
woofwag
If I die holding an object, will they destroy it when they find me?
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4
Views
370
woofwag
woofwag
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Do you guys think this will CTB?
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1
Views
200
GarGoil
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