Got my SN taken away by the police

[nitrogenous]

You're correct, they don't care. It's just a thing they say because it's polite to say. I've had even friends and family say this and then go on to treat me horribly. They don't give a single fuck.

Some of it is them convincing themselves they do care so they can tell themselves they aren't bad people. But it's just ego serving, they really don't give a shit.

And they can't imagine our suffering either. They truly can't comprehend it. They themselves go through life in a kind of surface way, because nothing bad enough happens to them to make them understand. They get little boo boo 'oh my life was a struggle for three years and it was soooo hard uWu.

Or, terrible shit happens to them, but they cling to religion, denial, or some other absurdity.

They truly do not and cannot understand how we feel and have no concept of suffering.

Exactly, they think they know it all, but how can they say those things when they've lived a decent life with support around them? I got told idk what I'm doing being young and wanting to end it all when I have so much future ahead of me… Well, have you considered that I'm on the verge of literally being on the streets and even getting deported of a country? That's not a burden someone as young as me should have to carry.

Unfortunately, humans are inherently selfish. They really don't care about anyone else other than themselves. Of course, I know some do genuinely care, but it's really rare. At least for my case, that's why no one is doing anyone to at least try and help me. They've all given up and me dying wouldn't impact them in any ways.

I know it's very common with helpline volunteers, where they just do that to be seen as a "decent human being" without actually having the compassion and care. They would be like "I also went through xyz but I'm living a good life now". Well good for you I guess, but you are not me and I bet that if they try being me they would probably give up as well.

I used to be very heavily religious, until that was used against me and my suicidality. I got hooked into a cult (or two actually) and that only made me feel so much worse off, thinking about how they're dragging me in this shit and how to even escape the cult. They always hook people in with pretending to help them and care, only to abandon them once they're in the cult and can't escape.