squillykilly
Stupid Chud
- Dec 15, 2025
- 96
I haven't been posting here, I would post here as a coping mechanism, but lately I've just been wallowing in my own sorrow, nothing can fix me at the moment. I just need to lay down and take a long needed break. I wish this site gave me more than just strangers seeing me at my lowest, I wish I could be caught using this website and then taken care of gently.
I'm sitting alone, normally my friends would ask where I am, but lately no one has been talking to me. I don't know what's wrong with me, I isolate myself and then wonder why I feel so alone. What am I even saying anymore?? God I'm a mess, I just want to ctb, I want to have my own personal afterlife, I'm a fucking mess. Why doesn't anyone see me, why does no one hear me.
It's my birthday soon, I'll be turning 20. I am not happy, infact I'm so stressed out over it. God why was I ever born. Why wasn't I just killed at a young age. AAAGHHHH I hate everything.
Sorry this post is just me rambling
I'm sitting alone, normally my friends would ask where I am, but lately no one has been talking to me. I don't know what's wrong with me, I isolate myself and then wonder why I feel so alone. What am I even saying anymore?? God I'm a mess, I just want to ctb, I want to have my own personal afterlife, I'm a fucking mess. Why doesn't anyone see me, why does no one hear me.
It's my birthday soon, I'll be turning 20. I am not happy, infact I'm so stressed out over it. God why was I ever born. Why wasn't I just killed at a young age. AAAGHHHH I hate everything.
Sorry this post is just me rambling
