Discussion what’s your relationship with sh?

[loslassen]

Since I relapsed today and am back to cutting (yeah I know, the boring self harm. It sucked too because I don't have any good blades around) I think I like it because it is relieving the stress from having so many emotions (which are all dogshit and I wish I could stop feeling them).
So it's pretty similar to smoking (without the cost) or wanking (without the ick). You could argue the scarring does make me ugly but then again, I don't care.

Yeahh, same here

 

[Honeyhato]

Did it a lot in the past, cutting burning and others. Not a serious attempt at killing myself but a complicated feeling of deserving suffering and possibly seeking some kind of sympathy. I do regret it now if only because now my arms are absolutely covered in scars, not just paper thin ones but, horribly raised ones from cuts that required stitches. The cuts are immediately obvious to anyone who looks, and so I avoid wearing short sleeves even in the summer. I live in a place where summers are extremely hot so honestly it's quite unbearable, and also for my job it sucks
I can't even explain why I did it. I stopped cutting and now self harm via eating and puking, which I do consider a kind of self harm considering blood often comes out

 

[rainatthebusstop]

I can't even explain why I did it. I stopped cutting and now self harm via eating and puking, which I do consider a kind of self harm considering blood often comes out

Sounds like you have internal bleeding. Maybe get that checked out. unless you don't wanna.

Also unrelated but I really like your profile pic

 

[suffering2026]

it feels like a release of stress to cut myself

 

[Honeyhato]

it feels like a release of stress to cut myself

Unrelated but ur icon is my discord icon long live smoking reimu

 

[suffering2026]

Unrelated but ur icon is my discord icon long live smoking reimu

hell yea that made me smile

 

[Honeyhato]

Sounds like you have internal bleeding. Maybe get that checked out. unless you don't wanna.

Also unrelated but I really like your profile pic

Its bright red and not a darkish color, so I guess it's coming from my throat and not deeper down
Maybe? I am not a doctor lol

Thank you he is a cute bean
I found him at Pokémon center

hell yea that made me smile

She is sick of this yokai bullshit

 

[hurb]

i used to do it , at first i didnt go deep it felt similar to how cat scars feel, a small tingle but i used to enjoy it cause by looking at my hand i can observe time passing. i struggle with sever detachment so things that make me feel real are welcome. one day i cut too deep ; it felt weird , nno pain ; it looked similar to how it looks when u cut meat.
it made me realise how human and pathetic im;;; I Stopped cutting since cause i felt bad; i was so lonely all the time the only mf there for me was my body so i stopped harming it. now i have facial hair and body hair it hlps me see time through their growth