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Suicide Discussion

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divinemistress87
Energy to ctb
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13
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799
Endisclose
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C
Venting "The older boy did it and ran away"
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0
Views
276
ConfusedClouds
C
PAfb_640
Venting My only purpose right now is to save money to die in Switzerland
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8
Views
551
Meteora
M
RejectedKarma
Discussion Pre CTB Preparations
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18
Views
1K
Esokabat
E
depthss
Venting Started fighting with my mom again
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0
Views
310
depthss
depthss
struggles_inc
Venting Slowly getting violent
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3
Views
659
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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It has to be today
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7
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1K
DavidInternet
D
Anneko1014
Venting Loss of the One and Only
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0
Views
327
Anneko1014
Anneko1014
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SN-Standing vs Laying in bed
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0
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328
Evolution9
E
FadingDawn
Feeling weird, can't decide to rope or not.
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1
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373
Jiyuurakka
Jiyuurakka
DouceLune
Influx of Chinese vendors claiming to sell N
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26
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2K
Wei yu
W
J
Venting Taking a break
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3
Views
403
rozeske
R
S
Story I just want to talk
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4
Views
489
HopingOnaMiracle
HopingOnaMiracle
goodoldnoname923
I can’t do it anymore
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0
Views
395
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
ctb_warrior
Discussion Looking to network with ctb warriors in India
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25
Views
1K
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
halleyscomet
Discussion Do you think suicide is a solution?
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41
Views
2K
worthIess
worthIess
K
CO method
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0
Views
311
kvsvenky100
K
kyuuketsuki
Venting constantly living in fear and anxiety
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7
Views
1K
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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justcallmeJ
Story Goodbye thread, SN method
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93
Views
8K
LunaRose
LunaRose
Oliver
Getting a gun (hypothetically)
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3
Views
679
allthatimsaying
A
Ww42
What symptoms of your mental illness bother you the most and contribute the modt to your decision to ctb?
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2
Views
379
akwa
A
real human being
Anyone else suicidal because of lack of energy?
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21
Views
842
henry22
H
A
Doctors have it wrong. The goal should be to minimise suffering.
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22
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1K
TransientEternal
T
Z-A
I still love you
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0
Views
277
Z-A
Z-A
PurPurAstie
  • Solved
40 ton press
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9
Views
715
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
DandiFynalicious
Venting Panic attacks make me want to die
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9
Views
617
Z-A
Z-A
DyingToDie123
"Friend" thinks my attempts are manipulative
Replies
5
Views
618
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
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Venting I can no longer maintain relationships
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9
Views
567
Jorms_McGander
J
goodoldnoname923
I can’t wait anymore
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0
Views
305
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
manta
Help Dark Net Opiods/RCs for CTB?
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3
Views
458
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
H
What's the best way to ensure that the money in my bank accounts goes to my family?
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4
Views
365
thenamingofcats
T
anastenka
Venting I have no idea what I look like
Replies
6
Views
903
Morte
Morte
CompulsiveParasite
Venting Scared to go back into therapy
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2
Views
407
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
LevUwU
Venting No one actually likes "me"
Replies
8
Views
529
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
steppingoff
How close to midnight are you?
Replies
6
Views
400
deletedaccount30982
D
meeks
  • Question
Discussion What are your most intrusive dark thoughts that pass by your mind the most?
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19
Views
1K
deletedaccount30982
D
SadGoose
I’m leaving tonight
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17
Views
2K
Meteora
M
Kanashiii
I'm here.
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10
Views
565
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
M
Help Conflicted. What should i do?
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4
Views
476
ManchildLoser
M
Meretlein
  • Locked
N from D megathread
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2K
Views
257K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Elijahh
Help Programming my last message
Replies
5
Views
449
Esokabat
E
anastenka
Venting Life abhorrently sucks, there is no intrinsic meaning or purpose to anything
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13
Views
590
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
LunarLight
A good test for SN?
Replies
8
Views
762
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
lostluck
Easiest way
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5
Views
715
GoldenTicket420
GoldenTicket420
M
Praying to die in sleep
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23
Views
1K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
SadLad
I think I'm going to hang myself this week
Replies
4
Views
469
Jorms_McGander
J
DarkThoughts
Help Need (factual) advice on my CTB plan.
Replies
2
Views
575
Linda
Linda
Darkover
anyone fed up with this existence
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10
Views
703
sadman710
S
DoomedDarkCircles
Marca de SN
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4
Views
634
Blue Morpho
Blue Morpho
H
Venting WHY?
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1
Views
405
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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