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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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CowardKnight
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IM CURED
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TwoInOne
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369
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388
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2
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245
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480
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psychosis
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psychosis
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Help How to make the thoughts stop
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Help Does it ever get better?
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7
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423
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tomame
suudo
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463
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How to recover when I'm suicidal because I'm actually a shitty person?
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341
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tomame
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24
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5
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300
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woofwag
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Help Know any meds or supplements or combo that can have sedative effect?
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3
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256
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trying ungracefully
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3
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371
whywere
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mental health videos or podcasts?
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1
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167
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NSFW (HUGE TW) Will my psychiatric consultant believe that these wounds are scratches from my fingernails?
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6
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381
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
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5
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202
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325
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3
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338
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721
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3
Views
285
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3
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401
BlueButterfly111
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I can't quit. Why should you?
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1
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234
timf
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2
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233
timf
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377
amor.dor
amor.dor
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12
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486
ThatStateOfMind
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1
Views
176
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elterskiz
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Help Need recommendation
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546
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432
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MAKE IT STOP!
Deleted my suicide note
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4
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480
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0
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170
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5
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332
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639
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Help Outlets to stop self harming
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3
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321
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People who aren't trans: Do you get misgendered a lot?
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9
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384
SchizoPolyGymnast
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