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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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I Me & Myself
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tbh I don't know why I'm still on here
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violetforever
nitritegirl
i need a better antidepressant
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214
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charlavail
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Resource What's your "Go-to" list for things which you know are beneficial for your mental health?
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4
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391
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mjolnir
BleedingConstantly
I really don't know what to do
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4
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309
webb&flow
webb&flow
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Venting dealing with trauma
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329
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Theresnoescape
Medication combo
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167
Theresnoescape
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Nitlott
Help Phone addiction
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Lupop
Saved
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189
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EmptyBottle
Forgiving oneself
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167
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
TheEmeraldWitch
Ottawa, Ontario, Canada seeking recovery buddy in the city
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TheEmeraldWitch
TheEmeraldWitch
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I have post-finasteride syndrome, a rare and untreatable condition. Recovery takes years, if it happens at all. Somehow, I have to hope and hold on
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fadedghost
m3nhera
I’m gonna try and complete all my goals before considering ctb
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476
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Being transgender and autistic feels impossible
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312
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Help Blood pressure betraying me
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354
BearTreadingWater
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How to get drugs
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181
Quietist
Quietist
glorp
should i stay hopeful ?
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6
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227
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thracia776
I wish I had the energy to move
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3
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239
MapleS
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I want to get better but I feel so hopeless. To be suicidal and depressed is all I know.
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5
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424
imsohappy
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nitrogenous
Feeling conflicted and hopeless with birthday coming up in roughly 2 hours time
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3
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228
nitrogenous
nitrogenous
deny_conformity
Discussion Contradictions
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4
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269
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
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Resource Any plugs in Lithuania?
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273
LittleJem
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Has anyone tried ketamine before? What were your experiences?
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381
LittleJem
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What’s your favorite ’therapy animal’?
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662
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Help Tell Cuddy...I want Ketamine
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18
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N-methylamphetamine
Any indians in here
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N-methylamphetamine
N-methylamphetamine
charlavail
well, my life sort of imploded today
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8
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458
rainbowpuker
rainbowpuker
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There’s still so much I want to do before giving up
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7
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442
m3nhera
m3nhera
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mental health videos or podcasts?
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2
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299
mistercarrot1
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TheyWereHereFirssst
Help continue on? but do what? should I just make another attempt?
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4
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407
TheyWereHereFirssst
TheyWereHereFirssst
apgpfk
i feel my emotions shutting down at the slightest hint of rejection
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9
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679
apgpfk
apgpfk
mars2027
Venting I've lost all my money gambling
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3
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378
whywere
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witchcraft
feeling pretty bad after reading 1984
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8
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612
fedup1982
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A Sit of Doubting
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Help how to confront ass friends
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3
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343
webb&flow
webb&flow
AmanSilvers
Walked out of my first therapy session
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5
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406
I Me & Myself
I Me & Myself
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Is therapy a waste of time?
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16
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645
charlavail
charlavail
Rainork
What do you do to cope when things are too heavy?
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29
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charlavail
charlavail
tanabatawish
Venting I'm an objectively Terrible person.
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6
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376
doener11
doener11
lilb0wpeep
What do you do during your ‘off time’?
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8
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642
herlockshomes
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m3nhera
I’m staying if I get a job
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7
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353
m3nhera
m3nhera
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Struggling to find hope
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366
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Discussion Benzos - saving a day, tolerance, long-term use
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trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
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A decision.
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353
Breadkey
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I think I’m healing from my ex?
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1
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254
timf
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Zvetok26
Venting Wise words from my mother
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9
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638
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
takuyangel
recovery is accepting you're a loser
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4
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639
silent wraith
silent wraith
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