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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Story Another life catch-up, and future improvement ideas?
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147
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Venting Someone said they'd help and support me but then ghosted me
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292
whywere
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3spiral
Venting "suicide is selfish" but then they say shit like this
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15
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606
harrowedfuture
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DoomsdayCTB
Embarrassed to say almost CTB for love, now in recovery for love
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3
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160
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
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Venting Something is seriously wrong with me
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2
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247
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
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Choosing not to ctb
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6
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260
paranoid
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LilGhost
Anything good recently?
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11
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311
K14~♡
K14~♡
bratishka
slight improvements
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5
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269
bratishka
bratishka
Arctic-hare
Venting Give me hope or give me death
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4
Views
181
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
Defatigatis
I don't want to die, but don't see myself really having a choice :(
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3
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269
elenaboo25
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Nitlott
Venting I think my mother will slowly drive me nuts this way
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7
Views
344
webb&flow
webb&flow
bpdscared9
Resource BPD Megathread.
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2
Views
283
hiding the roses
hiding the roses
perfectparting
Venting CTB Guilt While In a Relationship
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4
Views
211
sinnrr-sistrr
sinnrr-sistrr
hoppybunny
Venting I've come to terms that i can't be happy with my family
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7
Views
576
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
HollowSoul
Venting I want to live but I'm afraid of my future
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7
Views
336
elenaboo25
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Isn't it odd that suicidality only really appeared once modern civilizations did?
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8
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611
jojobanana
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3spiral
Venting quick vent
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1
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137
hiding the roses
hiding the roses
m3nhera
Hi everyone I’ve decided to live LMAO
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14
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511
m3nhera
m3nhera
C
Recovery from Panic Disorder?
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4
Views
198
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
SchizoPolyGymnast
I was an autistic bully
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9
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724
disgustedbyhumanity
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LonelyPrince
Meds are working: i'm relieved and didappointed at the same time
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4
Views
207
MapleS
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witchcraft
Venting Health anxiety
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3
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251
sadbh
sadbh
GremlinCan56
  • Question
Help Is there anyway to request to get banned?
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3
Views
280
Praestat_Mori
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yume_
How to comfort someone?
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13
Views
483
pelicanportal
pelicanportal
ScaredCutter
Help my bad communicstion anf selective mutism is preventing me from moving forwatd.
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5
Views
202
RoseQuarts
RoseQuarts
bl33ding_heart
How do I get medicated for bpd in the uk?
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5
Views
200
reasal_phenomenon
reasal_phenomenon
BadVibes
Annoying and unlikeable to everyone?
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8
Views
476
Remus72
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LonelyPrince
Venting I want to die but i also don't. Im not the only one right..?
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9
Views
498
FailedNav
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nitrogenous
  • Poll
Help How to make a safety plan that actually works? Also, any tips to actually practise DBT by myself?
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7
Views
441
sadbh
sadbh
softfur
Discussion what hope would look like
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2
Views
149
sadbh
sadbh
Shell
Venting Tired, feeling like no one cares
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3
Views
158
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
whotookmylexapro
Venting I dont want to die but this OCD is unbearable
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4
Views
470
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
sadbh
To The Young Who Want To Die By Gwendolyn Brooks
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0
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177
sadbh
sadbh
pelicanportal
i feel like my life never even got to begin
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2
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191
timf
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iknowwhatyouredoing
Story Reflecting on my childhood neglect
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2
Views
177
timf
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little cabin
food supplements
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0
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98
little cabin
little cabin
sadbh
Borderline personality resources
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8
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273
discoelysiumplayer
discoelysiumplayer
K
Resource Has anyone here tried Cognitive Behavioral Analysis System of Psychotherapy (CBASP)? It looks like it'd fit a lot better for the chronically suicidal
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1
Views
106
Celerity
Celerity
HopelessScientist
Antidepressants are really fucking working, I felt okay today!
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10
Views
452
FailedNav
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AmanSilvers
Hope/Dread
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3
Views
174
whywere
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little cabin
  • Question
Respect
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3
Views
153
timf
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T
Help Tips for being alone?
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1
Views
198
Forever Sleep
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lilb0wpeep
I need something to live for
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4
Views
253
HollowSoul
HollowSoul
BlueButterfly111
Help Is there anything I can do to get out of my horrendous living situation asap? I’m desperate!
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6
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330
tipoftheRGB
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hurts2b
Visual snow, floaters.
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2
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170
hardcoretechno
hardcoretechno
TheyWereHereFirssst
Fuctionally NEETing and still cant bring myself back up. Help!
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2
Views
224
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
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I feel I'm too far gone honestly sometimes
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1
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169
timf
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star_0
how do i feel happy?
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2
Views
159
HollowSoul
HollowSoul
hoppybunny
Venting I'm such a dumbass
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3
Views
288
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
m3nhera
Help Should I kill myself before college?
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26
Views
1K
m3nhera
m3nhera
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