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wqrm

wqrm

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Aug 11, 2023
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i personally want to be eaten or consumed by someone i love, idrc whether it starts when im alive or dead, any pain isnt too much of an issue for me. really i'd love to have someone else kill me but thats a bit off topic. do any of yall have any particular wishes for your bodies?
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"Don't mess with The Amazing Spider-Man!"
Nov 12, 2019
348
I think it would be cool if my body were turned into a tree, but I'm okay with being buried in a cemetery. I really don't want to be cremated bc the thought of having my remains in my house with my family is suffocating. It would feel as if I didn't escape them after all.
 
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needwaytohell

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Apr 2, 2025
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I want that nothingness feeling. Knowing that it's fully my choice and happily closing my eyes forever. After gone I just want to rot and never be found(ofc not possible unless it's in middle of a forest).
 
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23421

Student
Nov 14, 2024
164
i'd like to talk to him one last time before i die. and if we go completely unrealistic, i'd love to be held by him as im dying. for what happens afterwards, i wish i could make my body disappear and have no physical evidence left, almost as if im disintegrating into thin air.
 
ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Rot and be forgotten. I don't want anyone to remember me.
 
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Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
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do any of yall have any particular wishes for your bodies?
I'd love to die while watching nature. Preferably in spring when green is most green. That's why i aim for "exit mask", not "exit bag".
After i'm gone i'd love to be stripped for parts but that one is unrealistic - if anyone knew i was dying/going to die, they will try to stop or revive me rather than prep the body for surgery.
 
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itsoverforme303

Burn my dread
Mar 3, 2025
128
In the Bhagabad Gita, it is said that "the body is like an old cloth that the immortal soul sheds and moves on". I too would like my body to be forgotten like an old shirt. I don't care what is done to my body. When I am no longer using it, I longer care for it.

As for before death, I want to sleep. But most likely, the final moments will be extreme pain, terror and regret. I'll probably cry. I have recently become extremely sensitive to the thought of my brain shutting down and my vision fading. I can't imagine experiencing it first hand would be pleasant. Especially in a scenario where I wouldn't be able to "snap out of it". Or maybe miraculously, I'll come to terms with it and be at peace. Who knows. I just hope it doesn't hurt.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just want it to be peaceful with no more pain and no more suffering and peace from this cruel, futile existence is all I hope for, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive and is all I hope for, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me, I just want to be unconscious for all eternity. I'll personally always see it as an abomination to be conscious enslaved in this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for permanent peace, relief and safety from all suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.
 
natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
189
i guess be thrown into the woods for an animal to eat. then i wouldve at least served one good purpose
 
JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to say Goodbye!!
Mar 17, 2023
131
A good question, to be honest I don't know.... I'd say maybe in all honesty to fade away... I'd rather be forgotten about and for people not to remember this way the way and what I've become. People like my loved ones to enjoy their life and not have to worry about me and see me at the state i got to. Maybe just be remembered for the happy child that I was.

Just came back from playing golf, but something I loved now just had the feeling throughout wanting to get home. :-)
 

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