Dejected 55
Enlightened
- May 7, 2025
- 1,135
Most days it is just too much, then other days it is beyond too much... Days don't get better so much as they just aren't as bad as the day before, but by any other measure are bad. I have ups and downs, but my ups are still downs, just not as far down... I have downs and less downs... that's no way to exist. I'm so tired. Some days I'm literally tired, because I am so weighed down I don't want to stay awake or be up and moving around... it sucks so hard so much of the time... I don't like it.
