Dejected 55
Elementalist
- May 7, 2025
- 808
Everything seems cruel. Even the things not purposefully cruel are still cruel. Sometimes those are the most cruel, because you can dislike someone or dismiss someone being cruel to you on purpose as someone you don't need in your life... but cruel by default, by nature, that cruelty is just there and you feel it is meant for you, you somehow deserve it, because it follows you and nothing you say or do changes it. I do not want to hurt. I do not think I deserve to hurt. But I hurt anyway. Some days I hurt more than others, but the pain is always there. Everything seems cruel.
