
S like Siren
Enlightened
- Apr 29, 2021
- 1,606
Non mi sento a casa da nessuna parte qui.
Hurt, alone. My partner has been ignoring my texts for the last couple of days. He's my only friend.I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to en
I am so jealous of the non eaters. Only dopamine I get and only thing to do is eat, I have fuçkign ballooned with no sign of stoppingStill headache and nausea today. I haven't eaten since early yesterday. I have no real interest in food. I don't have much interest in anything really.
Come shoot me in the head :)I wish I could take people's problems away so they wouldn't have to feel so badly anymore…
Come shoot me in the head :)I wish I could take people's problems away so they wouldn't have to feel so badly anymore…
Oh, dear, you always did. It's just more powerful because you went through so long without it. Mama's so glad you got it, and you deserve every single bit, honey pot.Crying tears of joy because I don't deserve such kindness lol~![]()