
Unbearable Mr. Bear
Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
- May 9, 2025
- 706
Cold, So cold, like actually cold weather probably 0ºC out there brrrrrr...
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I'm feeling a weird mix of denial and acceptance as part of my brain is fixed on making final prep, one part is grieving, and one part is just really happy to get to get ice cream today. I'm thinking also about the phrase catch the bus and it's become sort of a visual that I have all the time of my bus coming to get me with a set ticket timeI feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.
You're not a burden to me. I've read your posts before and I think you're a good person. I'm always willing to lend an ear to a friend like you.I don't know how to talk about sadness or emotions at all anymore. I feel like a bad person, but me and my friends basically avoid the subject. I just don't know what to say. My true opinion is "it will never get better and there's no hope." Most people don't react to that opinion well. And maybe it sounds weird coming from me, but I don't want to encourage them to kill themselves. But I'm not good at telling convincing lies, either. I don't know what to do about it. This is the only place I feel like I can be honest about how I feel. I still feel like a burden sometimes, but that feeling is muted enough here that I can tolerate it. Vent threads are made for venting, so I can convince myself to speak. Anywhere else, I feel like I'm being selfish and dragging everyone down. Still, I wish I knew how to talk to my friends about their feelings at least. Hopefully, they can all find a better person to talk to, at least.
One might say bold...and BRASH.I'm feeling bold today lol~
One might say bold...and BRASH.![]()
If it makes you feel better, Bold and Brash became one of Squidward's most popular pieces! Vindication!
Maybe they're waiting for you to make them your therapist?I'm so tired of being nice; people will talk at me about all of the shit bothering them. It'll go on, and on, and on. They never have that moment of clarity where they think, 'Oh, maybe I shouldn't use this person as my therapist.'