Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Grog]

I feel hungry. But, no food in this house is satisfying. Ugh...

 

[Seaghost]

I'm a piece of shit. A coward. Everything should been over long time ago. But as a coward I tried to accept this prison.
Damn....what an incredible idiot I am. Coward Coward Coward. Not good for anything. Fucking retarded beeing!

 

[fleetingnight]

I'm sick of it all. I know that the only reason I keep doing this is because dying is scary and hard. It doesn't matter what I do to better myself, I'm still depressed. I talk to dozens of doctors and I'm still depressed. I get high and drunk and sometimes I feel better for a few hours, and then I'm depressed again. It doesn't matter how hard I try. I don't even enjoy hobbies or friendships. I'm not capable of enjoying anything anymore. I don't have the strength to die now. I hope I get hit by the train in some freak accident the next time I take it. But I know it won't happen.