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Nx7
Member
- Oct 28, 2023
- 41
Because of not taking my meds abroad I lost it all. Since I've been back to hell here it is my update:
Haven't bathed for over 25 days
Not brushing my teeth regularly
Can't eat properly
Jumping for hours (because of anxiety) and gradually destroying my legs
All day long inside dark room
Wakes up randomly in the middle of the night sweating and screaming and realize I am back to a shithole place
Not a lot of hope or any plans
Still haven't got SN
No friends
Family found my letter and keeping an eye on me
Tried partial hanging many times (succeeded at going unconscious but SI always kick in)
I feel I gotta step up and get the SN before they put me in a clinic or something.
Haven't bathed for over 25 days
Not brushing my teeth regularly
Can't eat properly
Jumping for hours (because of anxiety) and gradually destroying my legs
All day long inside dark room
Wakes up randomly in the middle of the night sweating and screaming and realize I am back to a shithole place
Not a lot of hope or any plans
Still haven't got SN
No friends
Family found my letter and keeping an eye on me
Tried partial hanging many times (succeeded at going unconscious but SI always kick in)
I feel I gotta step up and get the SN before they put me in a clinic or something.