willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Fuck suicide stigma. I want to die huffing my dad with my cat curled in my arms but instead I'm alone in a very cheap hotel.
Some auditory hallucinations bjt
struggling to say awake so
 
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Here with you as close as can be, @willitpass
 
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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
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we are here with you! @willitpass
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Some visual hallucinations now. Not too distressing. Just seeing n ll breathing is slowing doem
 
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CantDoIt

Wizard
Jul 18, 2024
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Many of us will be close behind! Take it easy, you're going to be perfectly fine.
 
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absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
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We're all here with you <3 You are not alone.
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Need to pee but don't think I should stand up. And I am not loosing my dignity to pee in a diaper when I'm do it.
The hallucinations are quite the experience.
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Fell asleep and woke back up. Heart rate.
 
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nir

26/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
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Fell asleep and woke back up. Heart rate.
Remember that if at any point you want to stop this, you can call emergency services. I only did a quick look up of the drugs that you took, but it does look like there are ways to reverse it.

I know it's unlikely, but I figured I would put it out there just in case.

I really hope the hallucinations aren't the scary kind. Just think about your cat and try to keep calm <3
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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I really hope the hallucinations aren't the scary kind. Just think about your cat and try to keep calm <3
Funnly that's the most pneumonia
 
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DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
40
It's been a while since your last update and am assuming you are now sound asleep. May your transition be peaceful as is so deserved for you. I will miss you very much <3
 
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rollingthunder

Member
May 3, 2023
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I hope you are not suffering anymore. It is so unfortunate that it had to come to this, but I hope you are finally at peace.
 
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nir

26/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
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It's been a while since your last update and am assuming you are now sound asleep. May your transition be peaceful as is so deserved for you. I will miss you very much <3
She was just online a moment ago it says - I'm wondering if she keeps going in and out of consciousness :(
 
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mango-meridian

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Apr 5, 2024
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I haven't been here long but what I've seen and read from you has touched me and I'm gonna miss you. Wishing you peace regardless of what happens.
 
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willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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Today I learned that you

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Still here with you, @willitpass, and I'm not going anywhere.
 
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absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
150
Still here as well. I'm holding you close in my heart.
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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I am still with you, too, @willitpass .
 
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DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
40
Still here. Love & hugs in abundance.
 
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pennydrop

Member
Apr 10, 2024
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I'm sorry it came to this. I hope it is peaceful for you now.
 
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nir

26/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
222
I don't know how an overdose of these drugs plays out. I'm used to reading SN Goodbye Threads and being able to know a general idea of a timeline. I feel completely uncertain of how this works, though. Looking it up, it looks like the second cardiac medication she took is extremely potent...I just don't know if this is going to be a slow process where she can keep logging in, or if she's finally asleep now.

It's so morbid. I also wish she could have gone with her dad giving her a hug and her cat cuddled up in her lap. It's so sad that it had to come to this. I'm gutted. I just hope it's peaceful.

She always recommended to other users to not do a drug OD as they are unpredictable and come with a large amount of risks. She always cared way more about others on here than herself :( I hope she hasn't set herself up for hours of agony. I really hope this is as peaceful as possible for her.
 
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ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
147
I was too late, it looks like. I only hope she's found peace. I have no words. We will miss you so very very much.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
238
Goodbye sweet soul. You've hung on for so long, I hope you find peace.
 
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Wolf Girl

Not looking for advice or a pep talk
Jun 12, 2024
164
I'm so sorry I missed you, willitpass. God, I hope it was easy for you. You deserved so much better. RIP.
 
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