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forget_me_soon

Member
Aug 20, 2022
5
I actually received mine on Saturday. To echo what the other user said: no indication of the purity but the product itself and the bottle look legitimate.
on the website it looks kind of sketchy, do they just give it to you after you fill out the stuff?
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
707
on the website it looks kind of sketchy, do they just give it to you after you fill out the stuff?
I just had to give my name, address, and payment information and it arrived to my house 5 days later without issue. I am still shocked but it seems legitimate!
 
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forget_me_soon

Member
Aug 20, 2022
5
I just had to give my name, address, and payment information and it arrived to my house 5 days later without issue. I am still shocked but it seems legitimate!
maybe im on a different site, just to make sure its the one that starts with colonial?
 
Sanctuary

Sanctuary

Member
Nov 30, 2022
15
Hello! i've been lurking for a month or but i've finally decided for sure that i want to ctb.
i wasn't going to make an account but i'm having a really hard time finding a sn resource in the us, so can someone please pm me with a solid one that doesn't have any red tape...it'd be much appreciated 💫
 
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gwanath

Member
May 23, 2022
41
Hello, I've just received SN from a German source. It does not include purity, although the data sheet specifies a 100% content of sodium nitrite. Does anybody know if this is the equivalent to 100% purity?
 

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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
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They are asking me for confirmation. If use for buying sn
 
Chronicoverwhelm

Chronicoverwhelm

Student
Aug 13, 2022
132
Can somebody please, please PM me a source for SN in Canada, thank you 🙏
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Oh okay. Any idea if they notify you when they ship and give tracking or does it just show up. How many mg of ondan do you think you're going to take? I agree, if 8mg is the standard amount to take it seems kinda low for ingesting literal poison. I guess chemo is poison too though. The PPH still mentions ondan but not specifically for SN. Did it used to mention ondan was okay for SN specifically? Seems everyone stresses that it be a dopamine blocker. I wish I knew how important that truly is.
Me too no dr will prescribe without gastric emptying
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Can someone help me understand this? I'm on daily ppi.
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
194
Tell me, somewhere on this forum I saw the work of a fashionable participant who collected a large statistics of successes and failures according to this method and what drugs people took. Can you suggest a thread?
 
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nightmystery

Member
Dec 4, 2022
10
I bought sodium nitrite from a store in my country. but what worries me is that he turned to stone. is this possible with pure sn?
 
Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
244
Someone proposed encasing SN in capsules that disintegrate IN THE intestines.

Any thoughts on this?

Could avoid salty taste and nausea.

Could speed up process?
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edit: Okay apparently, enteric-coated capsules can take 1-2 hrs to dissolve…maybe that would suck :/
 
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reverse03

reverse03

Departing. Goodbye
Sep 11, 2022
159
I mixed my sn with 6 hours ago. Can it still be useful or lethal if I drank it after more 24 hours after being mixed? Please answer.
 
nightmystery

nightmystery

Member
Dec 4, 2022
10
I used to drink Trifluoperazine, only now I remembered about it. it also has an antiemetic effect. and also blocks dopamine receptors. I live in Russia, we basically have pharmacies where metoclopramide is sold without a prescription, but you have to look for them. Will this antipsychotic be suitable as an antiemetic?
 
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Echofox7

Member
Nov 10, 2018
11
Hi, does anyone here know how long does sn last for if stored correctly and have never been open?
 
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IntelligentLeg

Member
Nov 6, 2022
76
Hi, does anyone here know how long does sn last for if stored correctly and have never been open?
I asked the same thing. If it's not vacuumed sealed people have said like 4 months. If it is vacuumed sealed, 10 years or so. I wouldnt really trust that info. As long as its sealed, it should last a while at least a year I'd think. If youre worried about it turning to nitrate, vacuum seal it. If you live in USA, there's online shops who always have it. I wouldn't be too worried.
 
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Sunbeam87!

Member
Nov 29, 2022
20
Hello! I posted a few days ago lamenting the fact that sodium nitrite is not a painless way to go (there have been some accounts of people suffering). However, I really want to die and this is there only potentially lethal substance I have access to. I am desperate. Does anyone know for sure if there is any pain? And is Sean's guide correct? Can I use olanzapine as an anti-emetic?

And what about the benzodiazepines? How many must I take and when (I only have Xanax 0.5mg).

Some people have advised to mix the beta blockers with the SN, but won't this make a very thick drink if we are only using 50-100mg of water?

Can anyone offer advice?
 
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mdmd500

Arcanist
Nov 29, 2022
445
Hi guys. Does anyone here have experience with SN in Asia (where I am)?

Most of what I'm reading seems to apply to US/Canada/Europe/Australia.

Please send me a DM if so. Thanks.
 
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kat17383

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Oct 17, 2022
22
Am I allowed to ask for a source? If so, I'd like one. Let me know if this is against the rules
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,407
How long does it take for sn to kill you if you don't take meds with it (Provided you fast and drink a second cup)?
 
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Purin

Member
Dec 5, 2022
19
Could someone please pm a source that's ships to the US with discrete shipping?
 
StillBreathing

StillBreathing

Student
Dec 4, 2022
153
I'm struggling to find a source in Norway. If someone knows where to look, please get in touch.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
383
I actually received mine on Saturday. To echo what the other user said: no indication of the purity but the product itself and the bottle look legitimate.

I ordered mine yesterday. Having second thoughts as a result of not knowing the purity today. Sent a message to their customer service department asking about purity percentage. Have not heard back yet. Are you planning on doing the blood test? Would be interested to learn what you find.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
707
I ordered mine yesterday. Having second thoughts as a result of not knowing the purity today. Sent a message to their customer service department asking about purity percentage. Have not heard back yet. Are you planning on doing the blood test? Would be interested to learn what you find.
I also sent them a message after ordering asking about the purity and they never responded. I am going to do the blood test but likely right when I am about to try to ctb; I'm scared to open the bottle and alter its effectiveness in any way.

If anyone who ordered from this source has tested it please let us know!
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
383
I also sent them a message after ordering asking about the purity and they never responded. I am going to do the blood test but likely right when I am about to try to ctb; I'm scared to open the bottle and alter its effectiveness in any way.

If anyone who ordered from this source has tested it please let us know!

Bummer they didn't respond. I'm a little afraid that I might go to use it and it would produce negative symptoms (vomiting, rapid heart beat, heavy breathing, etc..) and not lead to unconsciousness or death because it's not strong enough. I hope I didn't waste my money but they are the only source I have been able to find so I jumped on the opportunity to purchase it at all.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
707
Bummer they didn't respond. I'm a little afraid that I might go to use it and it would produce negative symptoms (vomiting, rapid heart beat, heavy breathing, etc..) and not lead to unconsciousness or death because it's not strong enough. I hope I didn't waste my money but they are the only source I have been able to find so I jumped on the opportunity to purchase it at all.
I am also terrified of that happening to me. I figure if anything I'll just drink more/try to keep down as much as I can and hope for the best, since the lethal dose is actually much smaller than what is suggested to use here with >95% and hopefully I will also have time on my side once I figure out somewhere to go to be undisturbed.
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
383
I am also terrified of that happening to me. I figure if anything I'll just drink more/try to keep down as much as I can and hope for the best, since the lethal dose is actually much smaller than what is suggested to use here with >95% and hopefully I will also have time on my side once I figure out somewhere to go to be undisturbed.

I live with my mother who is retired and always here and I don't drive so I wouldn't be able to get to a hotel without her knowing. I plan to do it in the woods which is less than ideal in terms of privacy and comfort but I feel it's my best option. It's winter here now so I will have to wait until late spring/early summer which is kind of a bummer but I wouldn't be able to stand the cold in that compromised condition for four hours. Especially if I don't know really if it's going to work.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
707
I live with my mother who is retired and always here and I don't drive so I wouldn't be able to get to a hotel without her knowing. I plan to do it in the woods which is less than ideal in terms of privacy and comfort but I feel it's my best option. It's winter here now so I will have to wait until late spring/early summer which is kind of a bummer but I wouldn't be able to stand the cold in that compromised condition for four hours. Especially if I don't know really if it's going to work.
I hear you. When I was younger I had this issue as well, I would be most suicidal in the winter but didn't have anywhere to go and it was too cold, which sounds so backwards if one is trying to die anyway, but those survival instincts are no joke and nobody wants to be more uncomfortable than they have to be. I am sorry you are stuck waiting. I wish I had a solution for you.
 
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