Resource SN megathread

[MideonNViscera]

Can someone please pm a source for SN in Canada?

Can't yet, not until your PMs are open. Post some more and someone will help you out.

 

[Tired33]

Can't yet, not until your PMs are open. Post some more and someone will help you out.

Thank you! I appreciate you letting me know... I'll continue to post

 

[nohopeleft77]

Thank you.
Im not taking any meds at the moment. Im trying to obtain some diazepam or benzo and then im ready to go, im still not sure if they are mandatory or if without it i will panick too hard

I am definitely going to take large dose of benzos — as many as I can get. I'm hoping they'll put me to sleep so I don't feel as much the effects of the SN.

 

[regal20]

Is 120€ for 1kg of SN a normal price?

No. It's a lot more than it's worth. But in a country where it's a banned substance and hard to get, it might be a good price.

 

[shyguy-g59]

I can't find anywhere to buy sn in the US at all. Can someone please pm me if you know any places selling sn. Also what's the difference between sodium nitrite and sodium nitrate? Do they both work the same to ctb?

 

[softline]

what is SN with high % used for ?
I'm trying to buy it from laboratory supplier but it doesn't include how many %.. I want to ask but I don't want to be seen suspicious, the differences is that one is technical grade and the other is analys reagen grade, the price kinda differ a lot, both doesn't give description on how many %..

SN has a wide number of uses. You do not say what country you are. In the USA it is required that SN% is part of the product label. In most cases SN % is also on manufacturer's website and in their catalog. I would try to order without in person or over the phone interaction. In other words order from the website. I got my SN from *******

and i've googled a lot.. but none mention the formula..
so my question is what reason if I were being asked, and to look not suspicious, what other chemical should i pretend to ask ?
thanks, idk should I make a new thread about this.

If you cannot avoid interaction just request the item with minimum fuss. Say something like "I would like SN at 99% purity" and that's it. What will make anyone suspicious will be if it sounds like you do not know how to handle the product. It is a toxin you know and supplier will be worried if you can handle it safely.

The start of this thread has links to government website where you will find details like color, purity, safe handling, storage, etc.
Review this information if in doubt. The thing you did not ask about, that you will also find on government website, is that SN has shelf life. Do not order it unless you are ready to use in next few months.

 

[LastFlowers]

SN has a wide number of uses. You do not say what country you are. In the USA it is required that SN% is part of the product label. In most cases SN % is also on manufacturer's website and in their catalog. I would try to order without in person or over the phone interaction. In other words order from the website. I got my SN from *****


If you cannot avoid interaction just request the item with minimum fuss. Say something like "I would like SN at 99% purity" and that's it. What will make anyone suspicious will be if it sounds like you do not know how to handle the product. It is a toxin you know and supplier will be worried if you can handle it safely.

The start of this thread has links to government website where you will find details like color, purity, safe handling, storage, etc.
Review this information if in doubt. The thing you did not ask about, that you will also find on government website, is that SN has shelf life. Do not order it unless you are ready to use in next few months.

Do not use unless you are ready to use in the next few months?!
Mine is nearly 2 years old at this point and I thought it lasted at least 3 years.
I've been held hostage here by endless bullshit, unfinished preparations and other unexpected events.
Jesus Christ this concerns me..
There is no way for me to get ahold of a new product that is reputable, and I absolutely 100% MUST DIE, not much longer now.
I got a tried and true brand at the time (no longer available) and it's unopened, stored in a mildly cool, dry place.

 

[softline]

I can't find anywhere to buy sn in the US at all. Can someone please pm me if you know any places selling sn.

Just google "sodium nitrite for sale"
Literally dozens and dozens of places will be returned in the search.
Stay away from the stuff on Amazon because the purity is not high enough. Go with professional chemical supply house for the best results.
The biggest problem that I had was places that had an absurdly high minimum order quantity (like minimum 100 Kg purchase or minimum $1000 purchase).
I ended up buying from *****They are a company that seems to specialize in smaller quantities with reasonable prices.

Also what's the difference between sodium nitrite and sodium nitrate? Do they both work the same to ctb?

Read first post of this thread for discussion of the differences. sodium NITRATE will NOT work for ctb

 

[0xff]

I was able to get it pretty easily here in the US. I love chemistry so SN made sense. I changed my mind because suicide by SN is too rare. I've been depressed for the entirety of my 23 years on this planet, an unlucky and broken soul in this vast world, I just want to rest now. I do not want be apart of a 'new trend' study. My suicide will already be damaging enough to my family and friends. A beautiful forest, animals, Mother Nature, and a bottle of SN would've been ideal, returning to where we all come from. I've also had a noose anchored for over a week but I've finally decided I want a bit more for my death, but man is it hard waking up and understanding it doesn't really matter at all. CO2 and a good view is how I go. Good luck to all the SN dudes and dudettes out there <3

 

[Illidan77]

SN has a wide number of uses. You do not say what country you are. In the USA it is required that SN% is part of the product label. In most cases SN % is also on manufacturer's website and in their catalog. I would try to order without in person or over the phone interaction. In other words order from the website. I got my SN from*****


If you cannot avoid interaction just request the item with minimum fuss. Say something like "I would like SN at 99% purity" and that's it. What will make anyone suspicious will be if it sounds like you do not know how to handle the product. It is a toxin you know and supplier will be worried if you can handle it safely.

The start of this thread has links to government website where you will find details like color, purity, safe handling, storage, etc.
Review this information if in doubt. The thing you did not ask about, that you will also find on government website, is that SN has shelf life. Do not order it unless you are ready to use in next few months.

I'm in Indonesia, I've ordered it online and it's lab grade, it's in a plastic square tube with brand name but when i opened it, it has no other protection. is it supposed to be like that?
The ED is 2025. I keep it with by cover it with plastic bags and make sure the seal is tight.
err it can last than just few months right ?

 

[Bah]

I've asked my doctor for an antiemetic for nausea due to the headache and he didn't want to send me metoclopramide. Instead, he prescribed me Levosulpiride. What do you think? Can I use it instead of the meto?

"Levosulpiride is a typical antipsychotic and a prokinetic agent of the benzamide class. It is a selective antagonist of the dopamine D2 receptors on both central and peripheral nervous systems." Wiki

 

[Thisisme373]

The thing you did not ask about, that you will also find on government website, is that SN has shelf life. Do not order it unless you are ready to use in next few months.

I thought SN if unopened is good for 3+ years?

 

[Mofreeko]

I thought SN if unopened is good for 3+ years?

It is. It's only if you open it that it has a shelf life of a few months.

 

[softline]

It is. It's only if you open it that it has a shelf life of a few months.

Shelf life varies based on packaging and storage method. The link to government website has details on proper storage and shelf life for various packaging types. Based on that information for example SN is greatly effected by sunlight. Storage in cool dark place recommended. There are more rules. I am not expert. look at government website. Also the package often has storage instructions and expiration data. It will be different for all.

Do not use unless you are ready to use in the next few months?!
Mine is nearly 2 years old at this point and I thought it lasted at least 3 years.
I've been held hostage here by endless bullshit, unfinished preparations and other unexpected events.
Jesus Christ this concerns me..
There is no way for me to get ahold of a new product that is reputable, and I absolutely 100% MUST DIE, not much longer now.
I got a tried and true brand at the time (no longer available) and it's unopened, stored in a mildly cool, dry place.

The front of this thread has link to government website that tells you things like storage and life expectancy for SN. How long yours will last depends on the packaging and how you stored it. A zip lock bag will not last as long as a vacuum sealed jar.

 

[LastFlowers]

I was able to get it pretty easily here in the US. I love chemistry so SN made sense. I changed my mind because suicide by SN is too rare. I've been depressed for the entirety of my 23 years on this planet, an unlucky and broken soul in this vast world, I just want to rest now. I do not want be apart of a 'new trend' study. My suicide will already be damaging enough to my family and friends. A beautiful forest, animals, Mother Nature, and a bottle of SN would've been ideal, returning to where we all come from. I've also had a noose anchored for over a week but I've finally decided I want a bit more for my death, but man is it hard waking up and understanding it doesn't really matter at all. CO2 and a good view is how I go. Good luck to all the SN dudes and dudettes out there <3

Sorry to bother, but could you explain what you mean by suicide by SN being "too rare"?
And being a part of a "new trend study"?

Do you mean you are afraid they will use your death for research purposes and further tarnish your memory with unnecessary prodding?
That SN is going to catch you unwanted attention?
(I certainly don't want anyone poking around after my own death and I most definitely don't want any images of my corpse or documentation of my death floating around…Christ.)

I don't know about the trend part either..I'm hoping its popularity is for a good reason.
That it does the job properly, and with little to no damage in the case of unforeseen failure.
Poisoning wasn't my method of choice, I wanted more of a destructive (to the body) and instantaneous death.
However, it seems like the smarter way to go unfortunately.
I'm not looking forward to the waiting period once I take it, nor the possible prolonged dying process.

I've asked my doctor for an antiemetic for nausea due to the headache and he didn't want to send me metoclopramide. Instead, he prescribed me Levosulpiride. What do you think? Can I use it instead of the meto?

"Levosulpiride is a typical antipsychotic and a prokinetic agent of the benzamide class. It is a selective antagonist of the dopamine D2 receptors on both central and peripheral nervous systems." Wiki

These people will really do anything to get people on psych drugs…nobody wants to prescribe anything that doesn't at least double as an antipsych or an antidepressant now,
especially if you go around asking for anything specific (pretty much a guarantee you won't get what you ask for).

 

[shyguy-g59]

Just google "sodium nitrite for sale"
Literally dozens and dozens of places will be returned in the search.
Stay away from the stuff on Amazon because the purity is not high enough. Go with professional chemical supply house for the best results.
The biggest problem that I had was places that had an absurdly high minimum order quantity (like minimum 100 Kg purchase or minimum $1000 purchase).
I ended up buying from ***** They are a company that seems to specialize in smaller quantities with reasonable prices.



Read first post of this thread for discussion of the differences. sodium NITRATE will NOT work for ctb

I have yet to find an actual website that's in stock or sells to individuals. It's literally nowhere no matter how hard I search.

 

[0xff]

Sorry to bother, but could you explain what you mean by suicide by SN being "too rare"?
And being a part of a "new trend study"?

Do you mean you are afraid they will use your death for research purposes and further tarnish your memory with unnecessary prodding?
That SN is going to catch you unwanted attention?
(I certainly don't want anyone poking around after my own death and I most definitely don't want any images of my corpse or documentation of my death floating around…Christ.)

I don't know about the trend part either..I'm hoping its popularity is for a good reason.
That it does the job properly, and with little to no damage in the case of unforeseen failure.
Poisoning wasn't my method of choice, I wanted more of a destructive (to the body) and instantaneous death.
However, it seems like the smarter way to go unfortunately.
I'm not looking forward to the waiting period once I take it, nor the possible prolonged dying process.

These people will really do anything to get people on psych drugs…nobody wants to prescribe anything that doesn't at least double as an antipsych or an antidepressant now,
especially if you go around asking for anything specific (pretty much a guarantee you won't get what you ask for).

No bother at all friend. It's comforting being in an environment where people can relate during my final days. It's grim I suppose but we all seek means to an end. I have been trying so hard to continue with life. At a certain point, you look past obvious self potential, the pain suicide will cause to your loved ones, all the positives in your life, also the negatives and unfortunates, the beauty in life, and just want to finally rest. It's surprisingly difficulty to kill yourself, as we all know by now, so like many I've been doing a ton of research into various methods.

In a country with a population of 300 million, you managed to do something less than 300 people have ever done (in the US!, don't quote me on that number too). That's a badass way to go out if you ask me, but I do not think I am wrong in saying it has the possibility to at least attract educational attention. The statistics that I did find were paired were detailed events of the suicide. You also have your ad-filled, profit driven "news" articles calling this a "trend," which it is by definition I suppose, but nonetheless it's just not what I want for myself.

I do not want the attention. I know it doesn't quite matter at the end, but, ol planet earth will still be rotating for many years. My family is going to have to put me in my final resting spot. I also want to add that it's incredibly calming knowing your death is near, it's like I can feel myself finally being able to sleep. Depression's a bitch. I feel less anxious now than when on anxiety meds. I'm getting a bit ranty now but hey I'm dyinnn' here.

 

[LastFlowers]

No bother at all friend. It's comforting being in an environment where people can relate during my final days. It's grim I suppose but we all seek means to an end. I have been trying so hard to continue with life. At a certain point, you look past obvious self potential, the pain suicide will cause to your loved ones, all the positives in your life, also the negatives and unfortunates, the beauty in life, and just want to finally rest. It's surprisingly difficulty to kill yourself, as we all know by now, so like many I've been doing a ton of research into various methods.

In a country with a population of 300 million, you managed to do something less than 300 people have ever done (in the US!, don't quote me on that number too). That's a badass way to go out if you ask me, but I do not think I am wrong in saying it has the possibility to at least attract educational attention. The statistics that I did find were paired were detailed events of the suicide. You also have your ad-filled, profit driven "news" articles calling this a "trend," which it is by definition I suppose, but nonetheless it's just not what I want for myself.

I do not want the attention. I know it doesn't quite matter at the end, but, ol planet earth will still be rotating for many years. My family is going to have to put me in my final resting spot. I also want to add that it's incredibly calming knowing your death is near, it's like I can feel myself finally being able to sleep. Depression's a bitch. I feel less anxious now than when on anxiety meds. I'm getting a bit ranty now but hey I'm dyinnn' here.

Thank you so much for your kind response.
Yea..I don't want the attention either.
I simply cannot have it.
My life has been an incredibly humiliating and miserable existence and I don't want any details ending up in the public eye (whether nebulously or minutely) just because some ignoramus decides I'm part of a trendy new statistic.
I'm not some child hopping on a bandwagon, and that narrative could really destroy the perception of my own autonomy.
(They just group everyone together without giving any consideration to the life-long descent into hell via circumstances and other nuance. Their "studies" always miss the point.)
I think you're correct in worrying about that sort of thing, as I have worried about it in the past..even the fact that using the SN method could also bring a bread crumb trail back to this site, since it's talked about frequently here (although I have seen and read plenty about it elsewhere).
I value my anonymity.

However, I still think it's my safest bet, and I have no other solid options.
I bought mine from a reputable source some time ago, and I've been mentally preparing myself for the process that poisoning may cause one to endure.
Tbf, I would rather die by means of an explosive device..but obviously that ain't happening lol

Don't worry about the ranting..I'm always doing the same. Just gives more insight into your situation and where you're coming from.
So sorry things have ended up like this for you as well but I'm glad if you can find any sort of tranquility in your final moments, knowing the suffering will be over soon.

 

[no elp]

Does anyone know should i also take metoclopramide before i drink my SN if I am already taking quetiapine daily?

 

[time2fly]

Question here for anyone who is smarter than me. Will huffing laughing gas (nitrous oxide) affect this method in any way? I haven't found any information on this. Nitrous Oxide lowers blood pressure by dilating the pulmonary blood vessels so it should "in theory" cause me to pass out WAY faster. I am just curious to know if the elevated amounts of N2O will affect the SN levels in blood. If anyone has any input feel free to respond. I am going to use my laughing gas regardless (why the fuck wouldn't I? May as well be laughing my ass off before I CTB lol.......) I will send a final message after drinking but just want to know if there is some super complex chemical reaction that the N2O would cause.

 

[enviro400mmc]

Can anyone pm me a source for some kind of anti emetic in the UK?

 

[nohopeleft77]

Could anyone recommend a good online doctor to get meto?

 

[cryptobaltic]

What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?
What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?

 

[delinatiff]

I'm struggling to find a source in Norway. If someone knows where to look, please get in touch.

I am also in Norway, let me know if anyone knows a source please!

 

[shyguy-g59]

What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?
What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?

Would really want to know this as well

 

[amelis]

What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?
What should I do if I only have the SN but I really don't want to wait to try and grab all of these other pieces to do this. I'm hurting so bad and want to do this ASAP. My SN will be in the mail any day. Can I just take a large amount and hope to not wake up again?

Would really want to know this as well

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[delinatiff]

I'm looking for a source in Norway as well. Have you been able to find any?

Same! Did you find a source that ships to Norway?

 

[Fulminare]

I have a source which I recently ordered from. Seller replies fast to inquiries about the package. They refund a certain amount if the package gets stuck. Still waiting for it to arrive, so that I can do a blood test. I can open my DMs, if anyone is interested.

Just a quick question - I am trying to get a decent tranquilizer in Europe. I'm planning on going to the doctor tomorrow and tell them I suffer from panic attacks and I'll ask them to recommend me a psychiatrist. I'm hoping that they will prescribe me something. Is this a good enough excuse? I doubt they will give me Benzos though. I'd appreciate any input.

Edit: Someone gave me advice privately. Tranquilizer problem solved :)

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

Can someone pm me a source for antiemetics

 

[Sk3le]

Im having a lot of trouble trying to obtain benzos or some kind of sleeping pills or tranquilizer, im afraid that i will panick a lot if take raw sn without anything else