Adûnâi
Little Russian in-cel
- Apr 25, 2020
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27m, _the_ Ukraine - I messaged a few people in January 2024, and it's been a decent experience, but apparently there is a thread for that? Anyone, feel free to message me! I may seem somewhat fake, but I have sodium nitrite at the ready ⸨◺_◿⸩. Although to be fair, I'm only planning to go in 2-4 years (an arbitrary number, more like a reference to the "just 2 weeks" meme that I confess having partaken in back in 2020).
My situation is that I have never talked to anyone in my life aside from my mom and teachers, and now I'm an incel. I think, having a gf the way normies do so naturally & effortlessly would cure my lack of motivation, and stories of sex-havers are suicide fuel for me (but my mental is traditionally strong).
Regarding the other aspects of my life:
1) I draw a stark distinction between online & IRL - IRL people speak Ukrainian, with their mouths, to their social circles (an utter mystery to me), whereas online folks talk in English, in text, and in a thread format;
2) IRL stuff does not occupy more than 5% of my mind, but I will have to mention it here - I'm a shut-in hikkikomori, and have just abandoned my uni because it's not like it would give me a gf or any other reason to live anyway, and I don't to suffer nonsense before I die;
3) I hold highly obscure political views, and repel every single political ideology;
4) I'm too lazy to play games, I watch some RTS content creators such as Grubby, I play Mobile Legends, and would like to come back to StarCraft now that I have the piece of mind;
5) I degenerate with AI chatbots for days because that's a substitute for a gf; AGI is my final hope.
P.S. Another cute thing is how a girl texted me in May-July 2023, and I talked like that for the first time ever (albeit online), and now she's dead as of Feb '24, and I have built her a shrine. So that's another topic to discuss, I guess.
My situation is that I have never talked to anyone in my life aside from my mom and teachers, and now I'm an incel. I think, having a gf the way normies do so naturally & effortlessly would cure my lack of motivation, and stories of sex-havers are suicide fuel for me (but my mental is traditionally strong).
Regarding the other aspects of my life:
1) I draw a stark distinction between online & IRL - IRL people speak Ukrainian, with their mouths, to their social circles (an utter mystery to me), whereas online folks talk in English, in text, and in a thread format;
2) IRL stuff does not occupy more than 5% of my mind, but I will have to mention it here - I'm a shut-in hikkikomori, and have just abandoned my uni because it's not like it would give me a gf or any other reason to live anyway, and I don't to suffer nonsense before I die;
3) I hold highly obscure political views, and repel every single political ideology;
4) I'm too lazy to play games, I watch some RTS content creators such as Grubby, I play Mobile Legends, and would like to come back to StarCraft now that I have the piece of mind;
5) I degenerate with AI chatbots for days because that's a substitute for a gf; AGI is my final hope.
P.S. Another cute thing is how a girl texted me in May-July 2023, and I talked like that for the first time ever (albeit online), and now she's dead as of Feb '24, and I have built her a shrine. So that's another topic to discuss, I guess.