Recovery Partners Megathread

[Mixo]

Late 30s female
I've managed to achieve meaningful recovery after many years of suicidality due to health issues, family rejection, and other life problems which were debilitating and painful. Hobbies include computers, technology, animals, meditation, cooking, finance, self-improvement.

I'm happy to be a sounding board for anyone very interested in trying to get on a better path, or for anyone who wants an accountability partner when they lose motivation or slide into cynicism too deeply. Not looking to meet up irl but online conversations are cool with me. Probably best if you're around my age and not actively suicidal (I'm probably not going to be terribly helpful if you're currently wanting to ctb).

 

[ImpishIndulgence]

Early 20s, male from US
I'm currently in a position where isolation is easy to turn to and leads me down a path of quiet self destruction. At this stage in my life I should be meeting new people and exploring career options, yet I lay in bed and ruminate about suicide. I struggle with social anxiety that is a mere inconvenience some days while utterly debilitating other days. I should be reaching out to more people, given that I live near a community of very social people. Yet I don't, out of fear that I won't be a fun and mature friend to others. I'd love to chat with anybody online, whether that be playing a quick game or shooting each other a message. Our conversations can be wholesome, intense, mundane, whatever. I just want to be open with somebody, however I'm feeling.

 

[Linalez]

Hi. I'm French living in the North-Eastern part of France, right next to Southern Germany. Lesbian female. Looking for a partner who was born female. I do plan to ctb but just want to feel safe with a female for the last few months of my life. We can hold hands, whisper at our ears, kiss.
I don't care about looks, weight, ethnicity. What matters is if we feel good together. I personally am from African descent, bipolar so under heavy medication which makes me gain weight but it still isn't critical.
Well, so at best you should live in France, Germany, Luxemburg or Belgium, so we can meet. (I can speak German).
Btw, I am not against having transwomen as friends, nothing against transpeople, you can contact me to be friends.
I also am up for other types of friends if it's not just online.
I'm @Lezlina on Telegram. Hook me up there.

 

[wildflowers1996]

27/F/UK

I'm not in recovery, I still want to ctb
I have really severe BDD (body dysmorphic disorder) which makes me isolate myself from people and I hate being on camera but just having someone to speak to might help ease the loneliness a bit

Idrk what I have to offer other than I try to be nice and I like animals. I'm a vegan

 

[somerandomguy1]

All my life , I have struggled to make good communication without having getting anxious or scared. It took a lot for me to talk to girls, now, when I know that I dont want to live anymore and I have a plan to end my life soon, but, as a last wish I would like to be loved. Love that I have never had and never experienced.
I look decent and I don't have a muscular body but I am average and I play good amount of soccer and I am healthy. I am 32 M from Ireland and I wish I would meet a person who would love me for who I am and that's all I wish before I end my life.

27/F/UK

I'm not in recovery, I still want to ctb
I have really severe BDD (body dysmorphic disorder) which makes me isolate myself from people and I hate being on camera but just having someone to speak to might help ease the loneliness a bit

Idrk what I have to offer other than I try to be nice and I like animals. I'm a vegan

Hi i hope you're doing good. Can we talk?

 

[Ksmиda]

18M Ireland
I've had depression for about 4 years and I've gotten a bit better since. I would like to talk to(as I have nobody to talk to about this) and/or help someone around my age living with depression. Not planning to CTB anytime soon, but I have had some thoughts about it return recently, which is worrying me.
I like reading, music, space and going to the gym. I'm not the best person I could be, but I try.
PM me if you would like to talk :)

 

[icari]

28M, UK (W Yorks.)
I'm currently suffering from the most severe bipolar II depressive episode I've ever experienced. I'm having multiple thoughts per hour cross my mind about CTB and have come close a few times in the past few weeks. I guess this whole episode has been partly precipitated by loneliness, so if anyone wants to talk please PM me.

 

[Akanea]

28M, UK (W Yorks.)
I'm currently suffering from the most severe bipolar II depressive episode I've ever experienced. I'm having multiple thoughts per hour cross my mind about CTB and have come close a few times in the past few weeks. I guess this whole episode has been partly precipitated by loneliness, so if anyone wants to talk please PM me.

18M Ireland
I've had depression for about 4 years and I've gotten a bit better since. I would like to talk to(as I have nobody to talk to about this) and/or help someone around my age living with depression. Not planning to CTB anytime soon, but I have had some thoughts about it return recently, which is worrying me.
I like reading, music, space and going to the gym. I'm not the best person I could be, but I try.
PM me if you would like to talk :)

Hello, you need at least 5 (or 15) messages to be able to use PMs, so you'll have to post a bit more

 

[icari]

Hello, you need at least 5 (or 15) messages to be able to use PMs, so you'll have to post a bit more

Ah OK, thanks for clarifying

 

[Akanea]

Ah OK, thanks for clarifying

I still can't PM you, your account is not old enough I think, but I'm interested in talking to you if you need to! I'll try to PM you tomorrow

 

[icari]

I read elsewhere on the site that PMs are currently broken, thanks for trying though! https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ermissions-have-been-fixed.60512/post-2203327

 

[Akanea]

I read elsewhere on the site that PMs are currently broken, thanks for trying though! https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ermissions-have-been-fixed.60512/post-2203327

No don't worry, I PM other people without issue, it might be 5 comments and +24h account to unlock PM

 

[rosenwasser]

Hej,

I'm 24/F/Europe and am looking for a recovery partner. I'm mainly looking for a connection with someone going though a similar struggle, for mutual support and understanding.

About me:

• I'm autistic
• I have C-PTSD
• I have serious executive dysfunction
• My best friends are all plants
• I'm in therapy and it's working reasonably well - you don't have to substitute for a therapist :)
• I'm a lesbian
• I'm currently in uni and stuggle with my studies often
• I have a part time job
• I collect stuffed animals
• I like traveling, nature and care about the environment a lot

If you live in Europe, I'm open to meeting in real life.

 

[LonelyPlanetBoy]

Hi all. I am still relatively new to the forum but would like to have someone to talk to. I feel more depressive lately and could need someone who listens and to have a convo with. Also open to just have a convo, we don't need to talk only about my stuff.

I'm M23 and I live in Europe. I enjoy reading and I also like to write short stories and poems. I am also into music and like making music and listening to it.

 

[letmebee1]

Hi I am a male and in my early thirties and living in Europe.

Looking for a girl between 24 to 32 to connect and share the struggles. I am smart, and intelligent. But I lack self confidence and I feel scared due to physical abuse and bullying that happened to me when I was a kid.

Sometimes, I even feel scared to be around people and also to talk because i have had this trauma and it still pretty much has me feeling scared. I am a soft, gentle and shy person.

Hope I can find a partner who can be for me, just like how Sabrina was there for Harvey :)

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

27 y.o male from west coast USA

Always appreciate getting messages on here but i'm bad at starting convo, so figure i'll just post here. can DM me if you need to speak about pain (very experienced especially in heartbreak trauma / parental trauma / betrayal trauma).

or if you just want to talk about black metal or death metal etc i'm down for that too.

 

[Hfb]

Hej,

I'm 24/F/Europe and am looking for a recovery partner. I'm mainly looking for a connection with someone going though a similar struggle, for mutual support and understanding.

About me:

• I'm autistic
• I have C-PTSD
• I have serious executive dysfunction
• My best friends are all plants
• I'm in therapy and it's working reasonably well - you don't have to substitute for a therapist :)
• I'm a lesbian
• I'm currently in uni and stuggle with my studies often
• I have a part time job
• I collect stuffed animals
• I like traveling, nature and care about the environment a lot

If you live in Europe, I'm open to meeting in real life.

Hey ! Just PM me if you want :

 

[a_carbon_based_life]

howdy

im 19 FtM on the east coast of the USA, looking for a recovery / accountability partner, hopefully to help keep each other on track. i dont mind being "used as a therapist" at all

about me:
struggles
-highly suspected of autism
-cptsd
-in an abusive household
-neet
-chronic depersonalization and derealization since 10
-depression since 8
-anxiety
-anxious attachment in romantic relationships
-struggles leaving the house
-not yet in therapy but have an intake phone call on monday
- SA victim

hobbies/ interests
-plant care
-paganism
-art (music, painting, drawing, crochet, wirewrap, learning blender, etc)
-very queer
-into surrreal horror games / media
-would like to get back into reading
- would like to learn more about micro computers / philosophy/ wiritng/ music production/herbalism/ would like to regain my interest in science

 

[todeswunsch]

28 M, Brazil
I'm very lonely recently and I'd like to have someone to talk to, whatever to topic is.
- Autistic
- Socially Anxious, its worse recently. I struggle replying sometimes, but I'll reply eventually.
- CPTSD
- I Like to talk about anything, and I'm open to ideas
- I like to know about other people
- I like to try to help, listen and give support
- I'm not sure if I am in recovery as I feel hopeless. Help is welcome.
- I'm Pro-choice. About any topic. Do what thou whilst.
- Open-minded. Love to hear different ideas.
- Ignostic. But really into Thelemic philosophy
- Somewhat Psychonaut
- I like music and love synthesizers
- I like games, I'm currently not playing any, recommend me one.
- I like animes, haven't watched for a while tho.
- I'm Software Engineer, graduated in Comp. Sci. and I LOVE this topic.

PM me if you want to talk. I'd love to receive your PM.

 

[Life_and_Death]

24 F Canada

Im working on another more detailed post (that i might not even bother with) but for now figured id just throw this here. see what happens and think about it i guess

so, pm me??

 

[ColorlessTrees]

Open to any age, country, and gender, although younger and female would be a benefit. I'm female and from the southern US. I'm usually an annoying oversharer, but I'll also listen as much as you want/need. Any topic is fine by me.

I come from dysfunction and my "condition"(PMDD) keeps me from climbing out of it. I'm currently trying to get my life under control, but it's a slow process.
I like alternative music, collecting dolls, and dabble in writing romance. Probably a few more niche and questionable hobbies that I'm forgetting. I've actually posted on this thread a few times with more interesting infodumps, but they're a few pages back and a bit unhinged.

Mostly looking for some company. I have a lot of time on my hands, and I've lost or severed all of my friendships.

 

[Hannah05]

18, Female, from Germany

Open to anyone, just need someone to talk to.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

howdy

im 19 FtM on the east coast of the USA, looking for a recovery / accountability partner, hopefully to help keep each other on track. i dont mind being "used as a therapist" at all

about me:
struggles
-highly suspected of autism
-cptsd
-in an abusive household
-neet
-chronic depersonalization and derealization since 10
-depression since 8
-anxiety
-anxious attachment in romantic relationships
-struggles leaving the house
-not yet in therapy but have an intake phone call on monday
- SA victim

hobbies/ interests
-plant care
-paganism
-art (music, painting, drawing, crochet, wirewrap, learning blender, etc)
-very queer
-into surrreal horror games / media
-would like to get back into reading
- would like to learn more about micro computers / philosophy/ wiritng/ music production/herbalism/ would like to regain my interest in science

I think we'd get along really well...!

 

[Rapière]

I've posted here before, but it's been a while, so I guess it wouln't be too inappropriate for me to make another attempt: To cut things short - I don't want to scare anyone off with walls of texts - I'm extremely lonely right now and desperately looking for someone to chat with. I'm open ro any and all topics, but would appreciate something more mature and meaningful. The only other requirement is that you must be native in either english or german (or on the level of a native speaker).

I should mention that I have undiagnosed autism (only found out very recently) and haven't socialized in years so you'll have to forgive my initial awkwardness - it should subside once we have warmed up to each other.

 

[leninitsbeenaweek]

24 F- manila, Philippines

not necessarily trying to recover (or am i? im not sure) but would love to talk before anything happens!
doesn't care about gender or age or nationality.

 

[jflowers]

How are you?

 

[mediocre]

I'm posting here again.
31 M from Ireland.
I have Aspergers/autism and I spend 99% of the time alone. I'm not sure if I am trying to recover specifically but I find having people to talk to really helps a lot especially with loneliness:( I would really like to have friends to talk to or to help anyone if I can.. I am a good listener.

anyone can send me a pm or write my
Profile if you want to!
gender/age/nationality don't matter to me.. I love talking to people from other countries to!

 

[gggy]

18M if anyone wants help with anything or just wants to talk im here just pm me

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Male 53 UK. Have a serious degenerative neurological condition. Based Newcastle
Male 53 UK. Have a serious degenerative neurological condition. Based Newcastle

 

[LunarLynx]

Hey hey hey !

I'm 18M and french, I play games, read a bit (really a little bit), watch series and animes. I am open-minded so I can talk about everything with everyone. I'm searching a serious relation, but not a love one.

It's pretty weird but I really like deep conversation, trust, etc. I only felt that with women so that's what I am searching for !

If you are open minded too and want to talk in English or french, don't hesitate to PM me :)

See ya

Ps : I really like to listen, so if you wanna talk With me about any subject, don't hesitate!!