Random thoughts

[Lorntroubles]

Tired of always hugging this pillow for comfort. What a life!

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Going for yet another chat with the brain surgeon.
Fifteen years ago if you would've told me I'd be willing to get my head cracked open for freedom, I'd call you insane.
Ten years ago, I'd ask you at what date.
Five, I'd offer you a blowjob to do it now.
Today I'm quietly shitting bricks.

 

[Bct]

Just drank salt to see what it taste like so I can be more ready to drink SN. Quite salty but still bearable, probably my country cuisines have lots of salt in there.

Sadly I can't drink SN impulsively. It's struggling to fast for 8 hours when you have an eating disorder.

 

[RileyTanaka]

Keep trying but I know no matter what I'll just lose. I'll fail. There is no other way now.

 

[woxihuanni]

I don't know where they spent the weekend and with whom, or why the fuck they have bought a bicycle. We used to go to wild places to swim, hated sportsy things. New fuck, new outlook I suppose.

Don't want to cook and smile and endure five minutes of eating together completely avoiding the subject of my approaching death or the past two years of lowest caste, subhuman status. If only I knew why precisely I was dehumanised from the get go.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I wish I could just take a pill and sleep forever. God knows I'm not asking for much.

 

[ForensicallyAware]

God just fucking kill me

 

[Lorntroubles]

My life is not a celebration. Apparently I'm meant to be depressed and then die. I'm worthless. Holysadballs.

 

[ForensicallyAware]

The most vicious war is always the one with yourself



Dear animals

Please forgive us for all our crimes against you

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Dear God, please let me die soon. It can be painfull and slow, but please let me die soon.

I hope you can read this, God, love you.

 

[the box is empty]

Am I still a parent if I lost my child to miscarriage? Was I ever one?

 

[ItsAllTooLate]

Randomly thought of how my mother told me "No, I won't kill you, so you can suffer." and how I'm now browsing suicide forums because she didn't wanna do the job for me.. what a fucking life to live

 

[Brink]

Should have just looked inside me instead of blaming everyone and everything else in sight and then it wouldn't be too late.

 

[TheSoulless]

I'n a weak person, both physically and mentally. Every man around me is a strong person, why can't I be? I'm not independent like they are. I feel like a child.

 

[Manaaja]

"Hey, you have a ring on your finger! Are you engaged?"
"Me, engaged?! Hahaha, no! I just have a cousin!"

Later:

"I found out he isn't my cousin anymore!"
"What? Is he adopted?"
"No! He doesn't love me anymore! No more showers together. No more sleeping in the same room every Saturday."

Kaworu and Shinji are cousins sitting in a tree doing absolutely nothing non-cousin-like.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Wondering if I'd have a blast with my angel guides once I die.
I'm sure they'd accept me for who I am on the inside.
I hope I'd be good enough for them.
And not bore them to death with the shitty things I been through in this life smh.

 

[TheSoulless]

"Hey, you have a ring on your finger! Are you engaged?"
"Me, engaged?! Hahaha, no! I just have a cousin!"

Later:

"I found out he isn't my cousin anymore!"
"What? Is he adopted?"
"No! He doesn't love me anymore! No more showers together. No more sleeping in the same room every Saturday."

Kaworu and Shinji are cousins sitting in a tree doing absolutely nothing non-cousin-like.

Evangelion-viittaus bongattu!

 

[ForensicallyAware]

The more time I spend outdoors the more I crave death

The greyness and coldness of this world and its mercilessness is proof that no God exists apart from one that demands total victory to the strong

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I want to die

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I'm back again and ready to ctb...again....I think I must literally be the most stupid person alive thinking that I was going to recover.. thinking I was loved... AGAIN and that I could have a life. I'm so worthless.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Today i still want to die. I wonder if its possible for me to find secluded spot in snowy mountains, somewhere near forrest, lay down in icy cold snow, curl up and die while staring at the night sky.

 

[ForensicallyAware]

Why couldn't I be one of the happy people ?
One of those people with a perfect life that avoids any kind of humiliation ,who just sails through life.
The kind of person who's very existence makes everyone else feel worthless!

 

[aspx]

I guess for each good thing in your life, it needs to balance with 10 bad ones.
People don't care when I ask for help, so I guess no one will miss me when I'm gone. And that's one good thing.
Fuck this.

 

[Desi]

I'm having a hard time telling the truth. This is killing Me.

 

[rata1]

life and existance in the world as it is at the moment or as it seems to be in my eyes has no sense, except that all life on earth is a shitty bunch of physical or natural laws.... nothing more. no morals, no "humanity", no will to change or to do things the good way, to change them to better. centurys of education, of "enlightenment" as they call it were nothing but a mere attempt to slowdown the horrible evolution of mankind and its behaviour (and it failed). there was no change to the good, to the better, no change in behaviour nor rules. all together we are nothing that an unconscious horrible species that goes its way according nothing more than pathetic laws of physics, maths and the whole stuff. if we were really able to decide, if mankind had a free will, it would have to do better. but it didnt and it will never do.... praise the apocalypse...!

hope its not too confusing what i wrote, just random thoughts.....

 

[ForensicallyAware]

Why does the world want us to be more than we are?

 

[lostangel]

It's Summer time but the weather has been awful.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I wish someone would break in and kill me.. This is a bad hood anyway.. Just wanna die. Wish someone gave me answers to everything.

 

[Morphinekiss]

I know who you are

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I wish i got cancer, even if its a shitty thing to wish for.