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Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
173
I'm not even human. I'm just an autistic, repulsive-looking monster to everyone...

I'm not human. I can't even compare myself to all the people I meet on the street or in public buildings...
 
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FoolsExpedition

FoolsExpedition

I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
Nov 24, 2018
78
my birthday is in 8 days, i'm so anxious and lonely i'm not looking forward to it, i have no friends so it's not a celebration. i shouldn't be getting older time shouldn't be passing i should have been gone before this
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
469
my birthday is in 8 days, i'm so anxious and lonely i'm not looking forward to it, i have no friends so it's not a celebration. i shouldn't be getting older time shouldn't be passing i should have been gone before this
Gosh... my birthday is in less than two weeks and I feel the exact same. Also anxious about it and have no IRL friends to celebrate it with.

Sending hugs 🤗 and happy early birthday
 
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mars2027

mars2027

Member
Apr 8, 2026
53
I've started reading regularly. I always wanted to develop a reading habit, but I didn't like reading digitally. Because I've never had the money to buy physical books, I kept putting it off and adding more and more books to my "should read" list. A few days ago, I realized that since I have an expiration date, the best thing I can do is try to make the most of the time I have left, so I started reading on my phone. I'm enjoying it. I've read three books in five days. I hope I can keep this up and stay motivated.
 
franos666

franos666

Depressed
May 20, 2026
10
I really hate myself...

With every passing second, I feel more and more terrible...


I can't bear it anymore...
I feel the same way. I hate myself mainly because of my appearance and I think it's the most destructive thing for my mental health that makes me depressed. I also dislike humanity, seeing how much injustice, cruelty and stupidity there is in our society. I don't know how many more years I can survive with my mental health. The main reason I don't want to kill myself is my parents because I don't want to traumatize them. Im also from Poland btw
 
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in hell out soon

in hell out soon

taking way longer than expected
Apr 27, 2020
120
i want to become nothing.

if there is an afterlife, i choose to stop existing entirely.
 

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