I don't know why I get so lonely. I spent hours with my sibling yesterday and the instant I was out of his company this hollowness started eating away at my heart. I can't even take one minute on my own..? I feel isolated from the second I wake to the moment I fall asleep most days and it doesn't make an ounce of sense, being a complete introvert. I've noticed I still feel that cold loneliness deep down even with my younger brother, it's just pushed under the surface around him.
Maybe I need friends? I don't want friends, they always fade away, but I'm tired of feeling alone... at the same time I don't enjoy being abandoned time and again.