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nothing much.
- Jun 13, 2019
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I've been thinking about how from i was a child I've been fixated on scars. I like them, and i want them all over my body.
I thought this thread could be interesting. Sometimes one might have a topic they want to talk about or just vent, but they might think it is not worth making a thread about it.
For example, I will start.
Earlier when I was taking a shower, I remembered something I had long forgotten and it made me realize I might have been wishing for death for longer than I thought. It was of my belief that I started wishing to die around my 15 years old mark or so, but even before that, I now remember fantasizing in my head about dying to protect/save someone. The someone in question would change, but they were usually my yearly school crush (I pretty much had a different crush every year when I was a kid). It is weird, isn't it? Even as a 10 years old or so kid, death was already a common thought for me. I wonder why...
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Anything goes, but keep it civil and no prejudice/hatred here, please. If the thread isn't interesting, just let it fade away — Eventually it will be buried by other new threads.
My paranoia and anxiety attacks are getting worse, I half want to ctb just to escape them.
Do you have any anti-anxiety meds ?
Well, I am sorry...just wanted to help...I am assunming from your reply they are not working :)
I have anxiety too you know and paranoia, why attack a fellow sufferer? I am sorry you are unwell...
Well, I sense sarcasm lol...Sorry for that...Hard to believe you read this forum and never heard of anti anxiety meds...I only thought maybe you dont have any, as I have Hydroxizine only because I asked for it...And my anxiety is pretty bad ...it prevents me from going outside, still my doc wouldnt give me beznos...
I feel pretty unwell too, so if you are making fun of me pls stop
Sorry for that...As I have said I am paranoid Maybe lets end at this, what do you say?
Is it good food? Keep her.It's weird, i have someone over in my house at the moment. first time in about 9 months. she is even cooking......