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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

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Dec 26, 2024
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Nobody cares about me, nobody checks on me, nobody asks me how I'm doing. Nobody was there for me after my boyfriend passed away. He was the only person that really cared for me, I've had to grieve him by myself. Nobody wishes me Happy Birthday. Sometimes I'll try to reach out, or I'll post something on social media about being depressed, and it's just crickets. I just feel so alone. I miss my boyfriend so much, having him in my life made me feel loved and cared for the first time. And I know this sounds cruel, but I don't really feel much of anything for my family when it comes to ctb. They didn't care when I was alive.
 
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human909

human909

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Dec 30, 2024
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I also don't think people care about me when i'm alive, i know how you are feeling, I wish you good luck in finding peace soon.
 
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GoSan1

GoSan1

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Nov 7, 2024
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Its always sad to see your posts. The thought of ever finding love, for it then to be taken from me prematurely. Just cruel.
 
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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

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Dec 26, 2024
356
Its always sad to see your posts. The thought of ever finding love, for it then to be taken from me prematurely. Just cruel.
Thank you so much, I appreciate you. It's the worst!💔
 
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nothingtodoh3r3

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May 4, 2024
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Nobody cares about me, nobody checks on me, nobody asks me how I'm doing. Nobody was there for me after my boyfriend passed away. He was the only person that really cared for me, I've had to grieve him by myself. Nobody wishes me Happy Birthday. Sometimes I'll try to reach out, or I'll post something on social media about being depressed, and it's just crickets. I just feel so alone. I miss my boyfriend so much, having him in my life made me feel loved and cared for the first time. And I know this sounds cruel, but I don't really feel much of anything for my family when it comes to ctb. They didn't care when I was alive.
Honestly I hope your doing well and recovering and healing as much as possible from losing someone so close to you and I hope you find peace in whatever form you may chose ❤️‍🩹
 
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genie

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Aug 26, 2024
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I'm sorry. I barely know you but I don't like to see people sad so I'll give you a hug 🤗
 
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BlueButterfly111

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Dec 26, 2024
356
Honestly I hope your doing well and recovering and healing as much as possible from losing someone so close to you and I hope you find peace in whatever form you may chose ❤️‍🩹
Thank you so much❤️, I really appreciate it
I'm sorry. I barely know you but I don't like to see people sad so I'll give you a hug 🤗
Awww thank you I appreciate it❤️!
 
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CallmeWill4719

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Nov 11, 2024
93
This is something I think about and I shouldn't when I already stress about enough. Losing someone you love doesn't sound like it's worth being here after that at all. I envy those that "don't care" about stuff. attention, love, appreciation, no idea how they do it. I don't even know what to say other than this is something I say every day to myself. No one gives a fuck about me when that's not true at all but depression is a bitch.
 

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