Venting My mom abused me again

[m3nhera]

Pity post because obviously I don't get it at home.

The other day she kicked me hard all over my body and slapped me and hit me in the face.

I'd explain why but the story behind it is so stupid I get angry whenever I think about it.

Not that anyone can do anything anyway, but just in case, nobody do anything or send anyone. The justice system is fucked and CPS did more harm to me than good a few years ago. I don't want that again.

I just want some sympathy. And for people to pretend they care.

Also nobody say "why didn't you fight back, why didn't you do this and that". If you understand, you understand.

Anyways thanks guys, people on here are usually really nice to me so far. I appreciate your kindness.

 

[CowardStaysIn]

If I may say so, your egg donor is a real CUNextTuesday. I wouldn't call her a mother except biologically. I truly sympathize. I grew up with a narcissistic bitch who's body expelled mine. Mine keeled over when I was 20, so is your egg donor in ill health? I comforted myself by imagining mine dead. Sounds awful, but too many either don't want to acknowledge that they were raised by toxic mothers or pretend mothers are paragons when they are nothing more than just other people.

Your egg donor sucks, and I wish so much better for you.

That's right, mothers - you're not special because you reproduced.

 

[charlieee]

Pity post because obviously I don't get it at home.

The other day she kicked me hard all over my body and slapped me and hit me in the face.

I'd explain why but the story behind it is so stupid I get angry whenever I think about it.

Not that anyone can do anything anyway, but just in case, nobody do anything or send anyone. The justice system is fucked and CPS did more harm to me than good a few years ago. I don't want that again.

I just want some sympathy. And for people to pretend they care.

Also nobody say "why didn't you fight back, why didn't you do this and that". If you understand, you understand.

Anyways thanks guys, people on here are usually really nice to me so far. I appreciate your kindness.

Damn I don't really know what to say since I've never experienced physical abuse to that extent, but I just hope it'll get better for you in the end. People who use their position to abuse people they should protect are the worse kind of piece of shi.
Just so you know that whenever you feel like it you can always come vent on here and we will be there to support you as much as we can.

 

[volo]

Maybe if your job pays enough and looks stable, maybe you could move in with some roommates instead. I was with 3 other roommates in a house when I was on part time min wage, it was hard, but they allowed me to share their kitchen stuff etc, and my life got better from there. It was with college students type situation, so they were all really nice.

 

[Ilfryth]

I'd explain why but the story behind it is so stupid I get angry whenever I think about it.

This part is so real lol. Some of my worst episodes came from the most ridiculous, mundane shit.

 

[m3nhera]

Maybe if your job pays enough and looks stable, maybe you could move in with some roommates instead. I was with 3 other roommates in a house when I was on part time min wage, it was hard, but they allowed me to share their kitchen stuff etc, and my life got better from there. It was with college students type situation, so they were all really nice.

I haven't saved enough yet. Life feels so hopeless. I feel like I'll be trapped here forever even though I know it's not true. But just the thought makes me want to kill myself before I can even move out.

This part is so real lol. Some of my worst episodes came from the most ridiculous, mundane shit.

I KNOW it's so stupid and you feel stupid even explaining but it's not even our fault.

If I may say so, your egg donor is a real CUNextTuesday. I wouldn't call her a mother except biologically. I truly sympathize. I grew up with a narcissistic bitch who's body expelled mine. Mine keeled over when I was 20, so is your egg donor in ill health? I comforted myself by imagining mine dead. Sounds awful, but too many either don't want to acknowledge that they were raised by toxic mothers or pretend mothers are paragons when they are nothing more than just other people.

Your egg donor sucks, and I wish so much better for you.

That's right, mothers - you're not special because you reproduced.

No, she's not that old. I wish moms weren't so shitty. Not to say my dad isn't shitty but he almost NEVER physically abuses me because my parents grew up traditionally with gender roles and all that, so the only reason he doesn't hit me is because I'm a woman.