restforeternity
Student
- Feb 17, 2019
- 170
I wonder how my folks and siblings would be now if I had jumped off our 13th floor apartment 26 years ago. How do I still remember that? I wonder if my parents were ever traumatized when they sent me to the hospital after my attempt to bleed to death. Almost three years ago, another failed attempt with sleeping pills. I am sorry for putting everyone through that. Seems like I just want to get some sort of disease and die from it. If I could get away with a freak accident or a carefully orchestrated accident, that'd be ideal.